I am sure you have come across this not so great looking gal to whom at least 4 different guys have proposed so far. That wonderful babe around the corner who has an exquisite collection of teddy bears, perfumes, pens and watches from different guys.
It amazing how just being a gal and being socially active can be wonderfully beneficial(sorry i had to chose this word for the lack of knowledge of better english -corrections appreciated)
I have never been able to fathom why, why does a pretty babe get so many gifts from so many guys all of whom know that they dont stand a chance at getting married to her. I mean these guys are just "good friends of her" who think its ok to spend Rs.7000 on a swatch watch for " just a friend" for no reason what so ever.
I have never come across scenarios where guys gifted other guys such expensive gifts unless of course they were thick friends and it was someone birthday or anniversary or some such occasion.
Now that makes me wonder if what Harry says in "When Harry met Sally" is true "men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way. ". May be what varies between various relationships between men and women is the degree of impact of this 'sex part' . I can understand when guys and gals are rakhi bros and sis or related in some way , like friends wife, distant cousin etc, now the relationship has a name and the 'sex part' is diffused a bit (degree of diffusion directly proportional to the degree of respect of the relationship)
Again from when Harry met sally -
"Yes, that's right, they can't be friends. Unless both of them are involved with other people, then they can... This is an amendment to the earlier rule. If the two people are in relationships, the pressure of possible involvement is lifted... That doesn't work either, because what happens then is, the person you're involved with can't understand why you need to be friends with the person you're just friends with. Like it means something is missing from the relationship and why do you have to go outside to get it? And when you say "No, no, no it's not true, nothing is missing from the relationship," the person you're involved with then accuses you of being secretly attracted to the person you're just friends with, which you probably are. I mean, come on, who the hell are we kidding, let's face it. Which brings us back to the earlier rule before the amendment, which is men and women can't be friends. "
Now back to my doubt - do gals get all these gifts and proposals cos
i) guys are desperate
ii) the sex part is out there somewhere
iii) she is a gal and any gal always attracts some men thats the rule of nature.
And why why why am i griping about all this , god how i wish i achieved the thoughtless state.
--Badri--
The problem with being a Stag(Someone who attends a dance party without a female companion) on special occasions such as new years night is that most of these rotten party houses dont allow you inside.
Why do i want to attend the party - to shake a leg have some fun , its new years
Why the pubs are rotten - cos they dont allow stags or stag entry is extremely expensive
Why do i need to go as a stag :
i ) Cos some idiot sometime wrote a rule that gentlemen sponsor for women and if u take a gal you end up paying for her.(I know u think i am cheap but come on 1400 bucks for entry and 600 for drinks and 400 for food for some unknown gal thats insane)
ii) Getting a gal for just one party aint that easy (Unless u pick up one of those escorts standing outside this pub who do this as a service)
iii) I dont drink and i dont want to pay for someone else's drink even if the gal looks pretty. and several other similar reasons.(of course i am not dating anyone and that i am single are understood as reasons)
Why the pubs dont allow stags - cos stags are unruly and difficult to manage , couples and gals are well behaved. Gimme a break ....
Well I can gripe all that i want but no one is listening , so 99.99% i will be spending new years night at my house in hyderabad with my roommates(yes they are losers too).
God I wish a miracle happened and these pubs allowed stags at an affordable entry price.
--Badri--
P.S : HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS, May god bless you with good health , wealth, happiness and prosperity
Often times I take great pride in being a Hindu Brahmin. I am not sure why i am proud but the truth is I am. But then there are certain aspects of the religion and its rituals that sometimes make me detest it.
Take for instance this case, my grandmother passed away on Dec 1st this year. So we(my family) arent permitted to go to temples with a kodimaram(temple flag) for a year, we cant go to temples on hills for a year, cant undertake any big pooja for a year, have to pay the pandit who performed the last rights close to 50K for apparent dhanams(donations accompanied by a pooja) that he performed.
But I need to know why, why shouldnt i go to a temple. why should we perform the dhanams. The answers given by these pandits make no sense at all. For most of my questions their answer is "well not everything is supposed to be disclosed right".Well that aint a good enough reply. The dhanams are supposed to benefit my grandmom in her after life which sounds so ridiculous to me but whats more ridiculous is the pandits claim that our going to temple is bad for her in her afterlife. Gimme a break, if someone dies and goes to god , whats the best place to meet them god right, so why not go to a temple.
I sometimes so strongly feel that the biggest bane of my religion and perhaps most other religions is that people blindly follow them out of fear or faith and the fact that the religions dont care to answer the questions that start with a "why"
--Badri--
The script is really bad , the movie starts with some promise and then turns into a fairy tale. I never liked Madhuri so no complaints, but then but for Ranvir Shorey and Akshaye Khanna none of the other actor's performance in the movie is worth mentioning, not even that of Konkana Sen.
Salim-Sulaiman's music is really good , if u have an ear for good music there is magic at places to watch out for , but that said for a musical the music aint good enough. Cinematography [Mohanan] is splendid. The movie is a bit of a drag but if you have time to kill well you can give the movie a shot.
--Badri--
It took me close to 3 hrs of playing with the xml recreating the widgets and all that but finally my blog has a new skin.
Was gettting bored with my old skin so this change. .
One big loss though is that the mothers photo i had in my previous skin doesnt show up with the new xml template but am working on it.
Hope you folks like the new skin.
--Badri--
"Jaane kya Janee mann!!! Pyar ka side effects" in spite of the many mistakes in the lyrics and even the title is so far the most visited and most commented among my blog posts.
Recently it also drew the attention of my Bhabi who contributed this
Feeling blue..feeling blue..feeling blue
My heart says cantbe Cant be true
Oh..Cant be through my heart says Cant be cant be true
jaane kya Chahe man baawara (2)
akhiyan merey saawan chala (2)
jaane kya Chahe man baawara (2)
akhiyan merey sawan chala (2)
Feeling blue..feeling blue.. feeling blue
My heart says cant be Cant be true
Oh Cant be through…my heart says..Cant be cant be true
Bhoolna rang re.. (alaap) do naino ko
(saghan achal sadaa bhor hovey
sajan aasuvan mey kya Jor hovey) *2
kya jor hovey, apney jiya pe
man to manaa ye man challa
jaane kya Chahe man baawara (2)
akhiyan merey saawan chala (2)
Naina ..(aalaap)
pavan purva mein yun udta jaave
badra chanda se man judta jaave(*2)
aavey hawa ka jhonka phir aisa
tootay patang ki door sa
jaane kya Chahe man baawara (2)
akhiyan merey saawan chala (2)
Feeling blue..feeling blue.. feeling blue
My heart says cantbe Cant be true
Oh..Cant be through…my heart says..Cant be cant be true
(aalaap)
The Meaning kinda deep but literally here is how it goes:
What does the crazy heart want
my eyes are raining tears
Dont forget the color ..or the two eyes
Dawn is always thick & immovable
whats the stregth of lovers tears
Whats the strength upon ones heart
when heart refuses these earthy desires
the large moon and my heart becomes one as the breeze on its wings blow east.
then the wind blows,like the strings of a broken kite
What does the crazy heart want
my eyes are raining tears
--Badri--
P.S: Thanks Bhabhee
Have i finally reached the level of success that I have always been dreaming about, I dont know. But something tells me thats this what i have achieved is quite significant and will positively change the way my life was headed.
After many crashed dreams, many failed attempts at desired pursuits, finally due to gods grace one pursuit succeeded and am happy about that. - I now hold an admit card from the Indian School of Business, Hyderabad.
I would love to call myself a self made man and claim that i did a lot of wonderful stuff to get here but then that wudnt be true at all. in fact it will be far from the truth.
The following contributed to my getting an admit. Many a thanks to all those mentioned
(Note : the list doesnt follow any specific order)
i) Srinath and Chitra Sreenath(My Parents)
All that i have achieved is cos of them.
ii) Amarnath and Sainath(My Bros)
For all the support and for keeping me smiling.
iii) Chandramouleeswaran Baskaran(My cousin)
For funding my GMAT, My ISB application for reviewing my essays and for the morale support and guidance
iv) K V Phanindra(My business partner and good friend)
For allowing me to use the office equipments for personal work and for the great morale support
v) Biswaranjan Tripathy(My roomie)
For editing my essays and for the morale support
vi) RamaKrishna (My friend from ISB)
For his support and guidance and for withstanding my constant pestering.
vii) Srinivas (My friend from ISB and a fellow advaitin)
For his support and guidance and for the shirt that i wore to ISB for the interview.
viii) Avinash, Shyam, Pratik and Lakshmi Narayan (Alums and current Students of ISB)
For their expert guidance (A special mention is required for lakshmi who spent several hours helping me)
ix)Bharath and Rajesh Sundaram(My best pals)
For kicking me out of chennai(out of my comfort zones), had i not come to hyderabad i wudnt have started dreaming abt ISB
x) Pudipeddi Jogesh and Shailesh (My boss and My X-Boss)
For the recommendation letters that they so willingly gave
xi) Saroj(My roomie)
For my costume design for the day of interview
xii) Jayanth(My Friend)
For the inspiration and for introducing me to Lakshmi
xiii) Guhan, Sumit Mittal, and Vijay Krisha (My Pals)
For the interview and essay writing tips
xiv)Girish (My ex-boss)
For introducing me to the world of marketing and for locating the managerial skills in me.
xv) Balraj Jayanth(My x-Flat Mate)
For the certificate scans
xvi) K V Shivakumar and Lalitha (My cousin and my friend)
For reading my application(cross-verifying) and for the interview tips
xvii) And the many others from friends, family, relatives and wellwishers
Who made subtle (hence i am not able to recollect their name) but yet significant contributions -directly or indirectly.
Thank you all. Do remember to ping me for a party anytime after April 2009.
--Badri--
P.S If you think i have missed out your name thats only bcos i think you could have contributed more. :)
P.P.S Its weird how many had to help me for me to get to this place. Just the list i remember crosses 25. Its also weird how things that I thought were stupid, meaningless and a royal waste of time eventually ended up contributing to the diversity in my profile. Like Steve says u cant connect the dots looking forward.
P.P.P.S My thanks to the gods I pray too and my spiritual instructors. ;-)
P.P.P.P.S Today is Thailavar RajniKanth's Bday I was damn sure something good will happen. Thalaivar Rocks.
Came home from office, wasnt in a mood to sleep and there was nothing interesting enough to do, so hit the cyber cafe and am now blogging. I could have done the same from office but still left office early. Life is too boring!!!
Nice Article on Managing the Tech Staff
HERE - 7 techniques for managing your technical staff
Cheers,
--Badri--
Blogged with Flock
We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side.
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1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down.
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2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again!
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3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
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4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
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5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her.
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6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
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7. Crying is blackmail.
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8. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
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9. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand.
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10. Most guys own three pairs of shoes - tops. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress?
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11. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
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12. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
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13. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
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14. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.
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15. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer.
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16. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
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17. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
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18. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
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19. Christopher Columbus did not need directions, and neither do we.
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20. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out. Get over it. And quit whining to your girlfriends.
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21. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
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22. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.
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23. We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.
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24. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
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25. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
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26. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.
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27. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.
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28. You have enough clothes.
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29. You have too many shoes.
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30. Foreign films are best left to foreigners. (Unless it's Bruce Lee or some war flick where it doesn't really matter what they're saying anyway.)
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31. It is neither in your best interest or ours to take the quiz together. No, it doesn't matter which quiz.
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32. I am in shape. ROUND is a shape.
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33. Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight, but did you know we really don't mind that, it's like camping.
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Main agar kahoon Song Lyrics - Om Shanti Om (2007)
Movie : Om Shanti Om
Music Director: Vishal Shekhar
Director: Farah Khan
Producer: Red Chillies Entertainment (Gauri Khan)
Lyricist: Javed Akhtar
Cast: Shah Rukh Khan, Deepika Padukone, Arjun Rampal, Shreyas Talpade, Kiron Kher, Bindu.
Mein agar kahoon Lyrics
Tumko paaya hai to jaise khoya hun
kehana chahu bhi tho tumse kya kahun
Tumko paaya hai to jaise khoya hun
kehana chahu bhi tho tumse kya kahun
Kisi zaaba mein bhi, woh laafaz hi nahi
Ki zin mein tum ho kya tumhe baata sakoon
Mein agar kahoon tumsa haseen
Kaayanaath mein nahi hai kahin
Taaref yeh bhi tho, saach hai kuch bhi nahin
Tumko paaya hai to jaise khoya hun
Shokion mein doobi yeh aadayein, chehare se zalki hui hai
Zulf ki ghani ghani ghataein, shaan se dhalki hui hain
Lehrata aanchal hai jaise baadal, bahoon mein bhari hai jaise chandini
Roop ki chandini
Mein agar kahoon yeh dil kashi
Hai nahin kahin, na hogi kahin
Taaref yeh bhi tho, saach hai kuch bhi nahin
Tumko paaya hai to jaise khoya hun
Tum huwe mehrabaan toh hai yeh daastan
ohhoh tum huwe mehrabaan toh hai yeh daastan
Ab tumhara mera ek hai karwaa, tum jahan mein wahan
Mein agar kahoon humsafar meri
Apsara ho tum, ya koi pari
Taaref yeh bhi tho, saach hai kuch bhi nahin
Tumko paaya hai to jaise khoya hun
kehana chahu bhi tho tumse kya kahun
Kisi zaaban mein bhi, woh laafaz hi nahi
Ki zin mein tum ho kya tumhe baata sakoon
Mein agar kahoon tumsa haseen
Kaayanaath mein nahi hai kahin
Taaref yeh bhi tho, saach hai kuch bhi nahin
Cheers,
--Badri--
Courtesy : www.indicine.com
Ajab Si Song Lyrics - Om Shanti Om (2007)
Movie : Om Shanti Om
Music Director: Vishal Shekhar
Director: Farah Khan
Producer: Red Chillies Entertainment (Gauri Khan)
Lyricist: Javed Akhtar
Cast: Shah Rukh Khan, Deepika Padukone, Arjun Rampal, Shreyas Talpade, Kiron Kher, Bindu.
Ajab Si Lyrics
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
HOh, Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Oh ho ho oh Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Aaye aaisi raat hai jo, bahut khush naseeb hai
chaahe jise duur se duniya, woh mere kareeb hai
Kitna kuch kehana hai phir bhi hai dil mein sawaal kahein
Sapno mein jo roz kaha hai woh phir se kahun ya nahin
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Oh ho ho oh Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Tere saath saath aaisa koi noor aaya hai
Chaand teri roshni ka halka sa ek saaya hai
Teri nazaro ne dil ka kiya jo hashar, asar yeh huwa
Ab inme hi doob ke ho jaoon par, yeh hai duwa
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Oh ho ho oh Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Beautiful song, very good video too . although I dint like the movie much (total masala movie) I loved this song and Main agar kahoon.
cheers,
--Badri--
Courtesy : http://www.indicine.com/
Ajab Si Song Lyrics - Om Shanti Om (2007)
Movie : Om Shanti Om
Music Director: Vishal Shekhar
Director: Farah Khan
Producer: Red Chillies Entertainment (Gauri Khan)
Lyricist: Javed Akhtar
Cast: Shah Rukh Khan, Deepika Padukone, Arjun Rampal, Shreyas Talpade, Kiron Kher, Bindu.
Ajab Si Lyrics
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
HOh, Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Oh ho ho oh Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Aaye aaisi raat hai jo, bahut khush naseeb hai
chaahe jise duur se duniya, woh mere kareeb hai
Kitna kuch kehana hai phir bhi hai dil mein sawaal kahein
Sapno mein jo roz kaha hai woh phir se kahun ya nahin
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Oh ho ho oh Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Tere saath saath aaisa koi noor aaya hai
Chaand teri roshni ka halka sa ek saaya hai
Teri nazaro ne dil ka kiya jo hashar, asar yeh huwa
Ab inme hi doob ke ho jaoon par, yeh hai duwa
Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Oh ho ho oh Aanhko mein teri ajab ajab si aadayein hai
Dil ko banade jo baatang saanse,
Yeh teri woh hawayein hai
Beautiful song, very good video too . although I dint like the movie much (total masala movie) I loved this song and Main agar kahoon.
cheers,
--Badri--
Courtesy : http://www.indicine.com/
This one is a bit dated but wanted to share it with you all since it made a laugh. Wow if u think about FUCK really is a great word
Cheers,
--Badri--
Took the CAT(Entrance exams to IIMs) last Sunday. For an exam that is regarded as one of the most competitive in Asia - I dint prepare at all. Although I had to leave at 7.30am to reach the exam hall in time , I was at Sathyam Cinemas Chennai, Watching "A Mighty Heart"(Review later) till 1 AM. Reason why I was this careless or unconcerned about preparing is that I had already accepted defeat - After having purchased the CAT application form , I said to myself this aint happening you just wasted 1100 rupees.
I continued with this attitude and took the exam in spite of not having prepared, to test my own aptitude levels. I must admit that i was very over confident and even complacent. I told myself and to all those who enquired that 85 percentile was assured since I have never performed badly in CAT and 2 times i took it before I prepared for only 2-3 days.
But CAT proved me totally wrong. Quants the section in which I presumed i was invincible was a total bouncer my accuracy was horrible and so was my speed. In the recent years CAT has moved more from a speed test to an accuracy test , which is good if u know how to make hay out of it.
Anyways let me not bore you more, to summarize , the results unleashed a severe ego bashing and brought my confidence about attempting aptitude tests crashing to 5000ft below sea level. Here is my score card as generated by one of these sites that discussed CAT 2007.
cheers,
--Badri--
Your score card
Set No 222
Name Badrinath Vengalathur Srinath
Section Wise Detail
Section Name , Right attempts, Wrong attempts, Total attempts
DI/LR 11,8,19
Lang 5,10,15
Quant 3,8,11
Total 19,26,45
Net Score - 55
Score needed for IIM call - 110+
I love Dilbert (so it is with Calvin and Hobbes and a few other comics). Often i forward Dilberts across my team when i find a characters words that day being close to that of someone in the team.
This one I found on Dilbert.com seems(is) very close to me, my situation . :-) or is it ??? :-)
Cheers,
--Badri--
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This song makes me nostalgic, It was the lullaby that my mother used to sing to me up until I was in class 5th. Trivia: "Enna thavan saidha nee yashoda" was my other lullaby. Beautiful song, very melodious,
Sung by M.S.Subbulakshmi : she is a legend and I dont even qualify to rate her singing
Movie : Meera
Raag : Savitri (I guess)
Lyrics :
Kaatriniley varum geetham
Kangal panithida pongum geetham
Kallum kaniyum geetham
Kaatriniley varum geetham
Pattamarangal thalirkkum geetham
Pannoli pongum geetham
Kaattu vilangum kette mayangum madhuramohana geetham
Nenjiniley— Nenjinil inba kanalai ezhuppi ninaivazhikkum geetham-
Kaatriniley varum geetham
Sunai vandudan solaikkuyilum manam kuvindhidavum
Vaanavelidhanil thaara kanangal thayangi nindridavum
Aah, en solven maayappillai Veingkuzhal pozhi geetham
Kaatriniley varum geetham
Nila malarndha iravinil thendral ulaavidum nadhiyil-
Neela niarathu baalagan oruvan kuzhal oodhi nindraan
Kaalemellaam— Kaalamellaam avan kaadhalai enni urugumo en ullam--
Kaatriniley varum geetham
cheers,
--Badri--
Today is my grandpas death anniversary. A small puja is held in the family called thevasam. I really really wonder what good comes out of it. If my grandpa were the body we associate him with , well the body is gone and no good is going to come of praying to it. If he is the atman, then he is always there , we are all in him and he in us , why pray and not feel .
Anyways the pandit performing the puja , I am sure supports the ritual cos its quite some money for him :)
cheers,
--Badri--
Its strange how a fish that was just an inch long became a close entity of the family. Oscii is so called cos he belongs to the family of fishes called Oscar. He was purchased with a partner for Rs.70 but the partner died almost immediately. Whereas Oscar lived on, for two long years, after his partner's death. He was almost another family member, properly fed, petted, loved and cared for. He grew to become almost 4-5 inches long and we were forced to buy a new tank for him. Attachment with him thats what he created. But this morning though, we woke up to the news from our father "Oscar is no more". And the bonds of attachment withered away. It strange how quickly we can forget our loved ones, the ones for whom we fight, we struggle, we earn are so quickly forgotten once they go in for that long sleep called death that I really wonder if something called love really exists. Anyways May Oscii's soul rest in peace.
cheers,
--Badri--
A failure in a very seriously pursued project , a normal TT game that went slightly wrong, a domineering friend, a friend who neglects you for something , bad health and troubled loved ones . These are part of day to day life and never did I realize that these happenings over the last week had left me so hot headed that the scales tipped within just 5min of a lost argument.
I who had struggled so hard to be cheerful, team friendly and light headed lost my anger for the first time in abt a couple of months and that too for a not so serious reason. Perhaps I should have titled this post as "Blame it on spirituality". Perhaps its all due to over meditation(is there such a thing) and trying to be calm more than the mind wants u to.
Whateva be the thing i am too ruffled up for the day and am so god damned upset about being ruffled up.
Someone pls puncture me and remove all the hot air.
cheers,
--Badri--
Blogged with Flock
Walking or trying to walk the spiritual path can have weird effects on a person, I presume. While typically a failure would have saddened me and I would have griped for a while . My most recent failure exposed me to very many weird feelings
First sadness, then disappointment, then rejection, then deep sense of failure and disappointment
Then spiritual angle steps in, fear of feeling sad, fear of losing calmness of mind, disappointment about having let a materialistic failure affect the state of the self.
I guess from the turn of events that spirituality is not going to be easy on me and that I am yet too too far away from the state called - spiritual ;-)
cheers,
--Badri--
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The problem with talking to "not so normal" people is you are never sure of how they are going to interpret you. A casual sentence like "thanks for the time and help" can be misinterpreted is something that I realized today.
I have a small problem when it comes to interviews/conversations , when given enough time I start analyzing the interviewer/speaker and once i find out that they are people with complexes(superior or inferior), normal interviewing becomes difficult. With an inferiority complex person there is always a fear of sounding arrogant or aggressive. With a superiority complex person there is a problem of sounding too weak or not so confident.
Had a conversation with one such "complex" person and have now been labeled Arrogant, Aggressive, Domineering and Over Confident. (dunno why those adjective make me feel like HARI SADU) . I am not denying the fact that I am a bit of every one of those adjectives mentioned above, but am also totally convinced I am as a person - more positive adjectives and less negative adjectives. Also I am trying real seriously to reduce the degree of those negative adjectives , so although one person's opinion shouldn't really matter much, I am hurt that someone thought i am all bad.
That said perhaps thats what happens when you talk to "complex" people.
cheers,
--Badri--
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Sometimes I am so forced to go the Richard Dawkins way. I thought what was ailing India was not religion as such but illiteracy. But this news item on "time" abt the sufferings of a mother of 8, married to someone 30 years elder to her as the 4th wife is shocking.
http://www.time.com/time/arts/article/0,8599,1675126,00.html
I cant believe this happened in so called developed nations. Some of the beliefs like
"Salvation depends on what your husband thinks about you" are so god damned stupid.
Now I guess I have some clue on what ails us , its not religion , nor illiteracy , but BLIND FAITH
cheers,
--Badri--
You know there are days when you arent working much but still you are stressed, bored and feel tired. I am going through such a spell that last few days. I am busy almost all day long although the work done aint significant and its getting me burnt out.
But yes the silver lining is that this weekend I am going home :)
cheers,
--Badri--
What was Priyadarshan Thinking ? Thats the first question that comes to my mind when i retrospect on the horrible movie that it was.
Manichitrathaazhu was a super hit and so was the remake Chandramukhi so the story line is quite good, time pass when interspersed with some good comedy. But thats the part Priyadarshan dint understand "Good Comedy" wonder who ever gave him the king of comedy title.
Rajpal Yadav is wasted in the scattered 4 or 5 scenes that he got in the movie. Paresh Rawal is just in his usual sense, but the timings of his jokes are some what incorrect. Vidya balan is OK but nothing compared to Jyothika or Shobana. I strongly feel that Urmila wud have done a much better job. Shiney Ahuja does a good job and Akshay Kumars work doesnt draw complaints. At the end of the day the movie just is not worth watching unless u are extremely bored and got nothing more to do.
Cheers,
--Badri--
A traditional tamil brahmin upbringing gave me a decent exposure into the fields of carnatic music and bharathanatyam even when i was a kid who hadnt learnt cricket. But in spite of such a prolonged exposure , i have never come to like dance even though its such a beautiful art form.
Lets broadly classify dance as the amorous or related(fun and merry) and the non-amorous(divine) ones. Salsa, Jazz and the other forms perhaps because of their amorous nature seem to involve the audience and take them to a different level . But in case of a classical non-amorous dance form the audience needs to be at a very different plane to get involved.
May be its just me , but whenever i have gone to an arangetram it looks obvious to me that but for a few dance lovers the rest of the audience only enjoys the music. Music on the other hand somehow seems to involve the audience and doesnt require them to be on an elevated plane.
what say ?
cheers,
--Badri--
Suddenly started writing a poem and this happened
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Welcome to my life its almost like yours
Events may change but the pattern remains
Infant, Child, Adult I grow like you with the years
And although the degree varies, like you i pass through pleasure and pains
Once I was very happy with whatever I was given
I Satiated with excitement when something new crossed me
Dint know what heaven was, but life felt like heaven
But yet there were moments when I thought "adult" was the state to be
Then struck education and so did competition
I was told how to eat and drink, worse also how to think
And in the process of learning reading, writing and recitation
With jealousy, comparison and materialism my heart began to shrink
Dunno why but suddenly there was this urge to stand out
Push myself into the limelight and get noticed
But materialism and attention seeking my attitudes were the world would shout
Making me think if money and fame were things, only i fancied
I turned around and saw people wanted something but asked for another
The hypocrism of theirs, civilization they called
While the objective was for them to gold gather
As civilized their greed they named duty to the father
Sometimes i wonder if i remain civilized
And do what they all do , go where they go
What at lifes end would have i realized
Wouldnt life that i lived , vain go
There must be something more to life than making more of my kind
Than saving for future, name , fame and career
My life is like yours its just a grind
And here i am wondering in which direction to steer.
cheers,
--Badri--
Its the IT capital of India and no one who is into business loses any opportunities to make as much money as possible, or should i say extract as much money as possible from the IT folks.
Perhaps in the top contenders for the 1st best extractor are the auto walas. No one wants to come at metre rates, its always 20 rupees more or some random figure and no metre usage at all. I had a horrible experience with auto walas at Bangalore last week , what was more horrible than the rates they demanded was the disrespect and scorn they showed when one said no.
An auto wala even said "ok keep going , u are in IT and are crying for extra 10 bucks, miser".
Some real good system to teach these folks a good lesson is one of the urgent requirements of Bangalore.
cheers,
--Badri--
P.S : Autowalas of that kind are normal in my birth place - chennai, but luckily hyderabad where i stay is very very good when it comes to autos
P.P.S : auto = auto rickshaws
This dint come out well but wrote it in all of 5 min
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How hypocritical is this life
Under the clout of being civilized and diplomatic
When talking about ones ugly wife
“You make a fine pair” we remark being sarcastic
Instead of telling his hair his turning gray
We say he shows sign of wisdom and continue the glue
What kind of mockery of the self is this play?
Where to maintain a false dignity we continue to shrink
You child looks just like you we say
When the child is “ok looking” we think
Shouldn’t speaking once mind be the way
Or should we continue to shrink as often as we blink
Am not suggesting to hurt someone being blunt
But help them with your opinion being frank
Don’t make in some ones heart a dent
But nevertheless voice your opinion be frank
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--Badri--
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There was a World wide survey of "Most Embarrassing Moment in human life"
the finale had the following three incidents....
Third Place
"It was the day before my eighteenth birthday. I was living at home, but my parents had gone out for the evening, so I invited my girlfriend over for a romantic night alone. As we lay in bed after making love, we heard the telephone ringing downstairs. I suggested to my girlfriend that I give her a piggy-back ride to the phone. Since we didn't want to miss the call, we didn't have time to get dressed. When we got to the bottom of the stairs, the lights suddenly came on and a whole crowd of people yelled "SURPRISE!".
My entire family, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins and all of my friends were standing there ! My girlfriend and I were frozen to the spot in a state of shock and embarrassment for what seemed like an eternity.
Since then, no-one in my family has planned a surprise party again
Second Place
"While in line at the bank one afternoon, my kid decided to release some pent-up energy and started to run amuck. I was finally able to grab hold of her after receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told her that if she didn't start behaving herself right now, she would be punished. To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as threatening, "If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I saw you kissing Daddy's pee-pee(dick) last night!".
The silence was deafening after this enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing! I mustered the last of my dignity and walked out of the bank with my daughter in tow. The last thing that I heard as the door closed behind me were the screams of laughter.
And the Winner is...
This one actually happened at Harvard University in October last year.
In a biology class, the professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen. A young female (freshman), raised her hand and asked, "If I understand what you are saying, there is a lot of glucose in male semen, as in sugar?" "That's correct." responded the professor, going on to add much statistical data. Raising her hand again, the sweet young thing asked, "Then why doesn't it taste sweet?".
After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing, the poor girl turned bright red and as she realized exactly what she had inadvertently said(or rather implied), she picked up her books without a word and walked out of the class, and never returned.
However , as she was going out of the door, the professor's reply was a classic. Totally straight- faced, he answered her question, "It doesn't taste sweet because the taste-buds for sweetness are on the tip of your tongue and not in the back of your throat!
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--Badri--
This is a lovely song, listen to it, very romantic if u can understand the lyrics. Great singing by the singers too. One of my all time favorites but had almost forgotten abt it till my mind started humming it this morning.
One fan of the song while talking abt the song at musicplug.in says "when you miss your real loved one it is so soothing to the mind and the heart telling it out of experience"
Nenje nenje nerungividu
nijangalil kalanthu vidu
Nenje neje ninainthuvidu
Nigalnthathai maranthuvidu
Kangalai vitruthan oviyama
Venneeril meengal thungooma
kanneeril kaathal vaaluma
nenje nenje, nenje nenje
Penne penne un valaiyal ennaku oru vilangallavo
katrukku sirai ennavo
Thanmaanathil thalaiyai vitru
Kaathalil naan vaalevo
Kan moodi naan thoogavo
Unnai enni mul virithu padukavum pazhagi konden
En mel yaarum kal erinthaal sirikavum pazhagi konde
Sogaithai maraithen uyir vali poruthen
sugathai ethuvo suttathadi indre
Nenje nenje nerungividu
nijangalil kalanthu vidu
Nenje neje ninainthuvidu
Nigalnthathai maranthuvidu
Katti vaittha kaatre vanthu vidu
Kaigal rendai enthinen
Kaathal pitchai ketkiren
Anbe anbe nee pirinthaal kangalil malai varume
Katrainai kai vidume
Vithai alinthe sedi varume
sippigal udaintha pinne
muthukkal kai vaarume
Kaathal raaja ondril koduthaal innondril uyir varume
Unnai konjam vittu koduthaal kaathalil sugam varume
Astamanam ellam nirantharam alle
Merkil vithaithal kilakinil mulaikum
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Thanks to sounder at musicplug.in for the lyrics
--Badri--
Aug 21 2003 , slightly intimated by things that were in store and still recovering from a recent illness I set foot in my first IT(software) job . A small step for me , a giant turnaround for my life. Yday I completed 4 years in IT and when I look back at all that has happened, although there were mixed emotions the one that seems to dominate is a sense of tragedy. :) .
No jokes, well there is lot of money, too much comfort, some thinking to do and all that, but at the end of a day when u take life as a whole its so much beyond what one can do in an IT job. There is no feeling of having grown, nah promotions and change in title are trivial, meaningless things, like toys to kids, they can be fun for a while but in the long wrong they really arent signs of growth. Growth in salary is always good but if rs.1k increase means u are growing then when do u decide u have fully grown. Then there is responsibility growth but after 4yrs in IT and coming to place where i manage some small projects i am always left wondering how thats responsible. Sure there are people dying out there, children who are homeless and hungry and me writing java code or monitoring 10 people writing java code that monitors phone calls is responsible. I dont mean to sound caring and all that , I am perhaps the most selfish guy u will come across. My point is that there is no feeling of accomplishment in IT.
May be its me , may be its the works i have done, may be its just the fate that was aligned that way. Wateva it may be i am left feeling its been 4 yrs of tragedy and a life full of potential is being forced to run in directions it shudnt be and speeds much slower than it can. :) :) :) :) :)
unnum puriyalaya confused me tooo ;-)
cheers,
--Badri--
P.S: I celebrated yday with headache, bad health and moodiness .
There are things I have done that I dont wanna repeat
Like returning your rose and saying,'no thanks u keep it'
Not sure why at that time it seemed right
To avoid you and start our fight
Now when i call, u you wudnt say hi
But through the phone i can hear you cry
Is it cos you realize that I didn't mean to hurt you
Or because you can still feel the love i have for you
I never ever doubted if u were virtuous
And got all hyper only cos I got jealous
Whatever the reason was i know i was wrong
Our love, a beautiful flower i crushed with anger so strong
In mere words i shall not be able to express my apology
But please understand that without you i am bereft of all logy
come back to me even if you are gonna be late
For baby now i am convinced, even if it takes a hundred years -you are worth the wait
cheers,
--Badri--
I salute the Indian Heroes of freedom movement who lived and died for our Country and Independence.
JAI HIND!!! MERA BHARATH MAHAN!!!
cheers,
--Badri--
MODERN HEIGHTS
Height of Fashion?
Dhoti with a zip.
Height of Secrecy?
Offering blank visiting cards.
Height of Active laziness?
Asking for a lift to house while on a morning walk.
Height of Craziness?
Getting a blank paper Xeroxed.
Height of Forgetfulness?
Seeing the mirror and trying to recollect when you saw him / her last.
Height of Stupidity?
A man looking through a keyhole of a glass door.
Height of Honesty?
A pregnant woman taking one and a half ticket.
Height of Suicide?
A dwarf jumping from the footpath on the road.
Height of De-hydration?
A cow giving milk powder.
ORKUT HEIGHTS
Height of isolation?
Two persons sitting side by side using scraps to communicate with each
other.
Height of cowardice?
Two persons fighting through scraps.
Height of helplessness?
Receiving no scraps for a week.
Height of frustration?
The scrap server being down.
Height of carelessness?
writing a love scrap and doing a ‘send all.
Height of achievement:?
A person sending scaps to a girl wanting to become friends and getting
a reply.
Height of timepass?
A person sending scap to himself.
Heigtht of expectation?
Sending indian cricket team an e-mail, wishing them to win a match .
Height of repetition?
Forwarding an scrap to someone and receiving the same scrap forwarded
back to you by some one in the receiving chain.
Height of browsing?
U r swimming in the water tank and shout “f1 f1 f1?” Instead of
shouting “help” when u are unable to swim
Height of my dosti?
i always scrap,u don’t
Height of having no work?
Reading others scrapbook
ADULT HEIGHTS:
Disclaimer : Might contain offensive material, not intended for non-adults
Height of Patience ?
A naked woman lying down with her legs apart under a banana tree.
Height of Frustration ?
A boxer trying to scratch his balls
Height of Innocence ?
A teenage girl applying Clearasil to her nipple
Height of Unemployment ?
Cobwebs in the hole of the prostitute
Height of Laziness ?
A guy lying on a girl and waiting for an earthquake to do the rest
Height of Competition?
A guy peeing beside a waterfall
Height of Sophistication ?
Sucking nipples with a straw
Height of Disgust ?
While wiping after a good toilet dump, your finger pokes thru the paper
Height of Technology ?
Condom with a zip
Height of Trouble ?
A one handed man hanging from a cliff and his ass itching
Took a few days off from work and came home to chennai to prep for upcoming GMAT exams , Also wanted to recover from bad health thats been troubling me for a couple of weeks now. 6 days after i came here and setup camp what i have done
i) Watched
a) You've Got Mail
b) Bourne Ultimatum
c) Transformers
d) Ratatouille
e) Mr.Brooks
ii) Visited the physician to get meds for my throat and ear infection
iii)Visited my dentist
iv) Watched a lot of F.R.I.E.N.D.S and Seinfeld
v) Slept a lot
vi) Chatted on phone and net a lot
vii)Wrote 3 mock tests.
Well there it goes , wont u call that a productive week :)
p.s: also griped a lot abt my bad health to folks but dont think that counts as a task done.
p.p.s: also did sandhi regularly the last few days , although it aint an achievement very proud of the same
cheers,
--Badri--
The scenes are ones that are often seen in movies - at least indian or tamil movies. A small village taluk office, a creaky old fan, employees happily gossiping their day away and the VO the head of the gang sitting on his chair as if it were a throne and he the king.
We approach with papers of a ground/plot the govt is confiscating from us. If we submit the papers before a d-day the govt shall pay us rs.2 lacs we are told. "These papers arent right , there are joint owners for the property, you have to produce legal documents ascertaining the sole ownership i.e the other owner should say he aint interested in the property" - a henchman (i really dont know what his role is) says. "But my brother is dead" my uncle retorts.
"Oh i see , thats a problem , you are from district X and this is Y district. So you need to get so and so documents from the X district VAO" - the henchmen offers a friendly advice.
A few minutes of tiring travel and search later - "oh ok ok six thousandddu " another friendly henchman at the X office says. Me - "is that for the papers". "dont talk like u dont know the papers are Rs.400 but it will take ages to process, had u gotten the papers ready as soon as the person died it would have been cheaper but now we need Rs.6000 to ready them genereally we charge only 500 for these documents but u are getting 2lacs what is 6k, also this needs quick work" .
We drive back to the Y office and narrate what just happened and pat comes the reply "Yes pay them what they want i think they are being very considerate given the current rates, after that give us the papers and another 6K and we will get your job done."
Now thats the essence of what happened. there was more drama to it that i have narrated. A very rough kind of talking from the employees "give as much as we ask or get lost " kind of dialogues and abuse of a fellow petitioner by way of tearing his papers in anger.
Things that came up in my mind and solutions to the problem
i) Contact media for help
ii) Record the conversation approach anti corruption bureau
iii) Approach police or anti corruption bureau
iv) Threaten the officers
v) Muscle power
vi) Pay what they are asking for
vii) Negotiate over drinks
viii)Take MLA MP help
now considering the situation time available and the praticality of it option vi) seems the most appropriate to do. But my heart aches at the state of my country and doesnt want to contribute to the deterioration. On the other side its 2lacs vs 12k . Now i have to be either for it, against it or keep quite. The thing is i dont want to keep quite nor do i want to support it so The question is - What can i do about it ?
cheers,
--Badri--
Well i keep going quite often to chennai for 2-3 days so going to chennai might not be a big deal but this one is, for i am going there this time for a considerable amount of time.
Reason : i) Bad health, want to recover using mothers food and care :)
ii) Career, Education :)
So I am extremely happy about my jaunt , hopefully will keep blogging. Now got to go pack for tonight charminar, wish me happy journey
cheers,
--Badri--
This is perhaps not the direction i wanted to give the poem when i started it, in fact i never even thought I will complete it. Had started writing it 5 days back and gave up due to lack of interest. But after someone to whom i had shown the incomplete version asked me 3-4 times if i had completed the same. I was tempted to take a shot and complete it so here it goes
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Girls are a wonderful species
And on that any man can write a theses
This is the color u like
Last time around u wore spike
Your birthday is on june sixteenth
We had coffee together on last nineteenth
Your first gift was a chocolate bar
The road we walked on that night dint have tar
Well all that i remember about you
Because as a brother i always imagined you
You were always my best friend dude
Dont think i am being rude
Now thats strange since men
Dont have such good acumen
We dont know what we wore yesterday
Sometimes not even if today is monday or tuesday
If we remember some details of someone
Its mostly cos they were totally bad or extreme fun
Even in which case we seldom remember their name
Well its true even though it sounds lame
Very many times have we forgotten our moms birthday
Brothers job title, sisters ambition seldom in mind stay
I am saying that gals seem to be lying
Just that its weird they remember so much about someone they arent vying
May be there is something more to it than what they say
I guess this mystery too is here to stay
After all its written in the annals of history
That a women is a mystery
cheers,
--Badri--
Staring at my cell for a call that never came
Is one of many things that i do that make me look insane
Once call, one message should be enough, delusion i proceed
Till one message you send and I realize my own greed
The moments of nearness are never enough
Living close in virtual word is so tough
A mail makes me smile, a sms very happy
A call in the morn keeps me all day long very peppy
But then night falls and there is need for more
Virtual contact becomes boring and sore
Not because it has lost its lustre
But I am greedy for a more romantic gesture
Moments of silence drive me crazy
The world around becomes very hazy
Every thought culminates in your name
What are you doing to me is this some game
I close my eyes and see you
Stay glued to the phone even while friends boo
I am not sure whats happening to me
But i spend the lonely times watching stars from on top a tree
Am I deluded, crazy or insane
Where am i, Is there even a name for this lane
Wherever I am, one thing for sure is true
Baby, its all definitely because of you
Cheers,
--Badri--
Although VH1 listed it as one of the top 25 awesomely bad number ones ever , I still loveeee this song and its lyrics . Phil collins's voice is superb as usual too. . checkout the lyrics. ....
When Im feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then Im not so blue
When youre close to me, I can feel your heart beat
I can hear you breathing near my ear
Wouldnt you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love
Anytime you want to you can turn me onto
Anything you want to, anytime at all
When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver
Cant control the quivering inside
Wouldnt you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love, oh
When Im feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then Im not so blue
When Im in your arms, nothing seems to matter
My whole world could shatter, I dont care
Wouldnt you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love, oh
We got a groovy kind of love
cheers,
--Badri--
Now thats something that happens frequently but this time it has been extremely bad starting writing something a week ago and am yet to complete it . So what did i decide , i decided that i will anyways go ahead and post the incomplete article/poem in here even if it pains u good folks :) kindly bear with me.
disclaimer : its incomplete :)
Sometimes I am not myself, perhaps what ever i am these sometimes is myself but I dont realize that. Whatever be the case , there are these times when you can see me turn into a totally different person than what I normally pose to be.
Some people have analyzed the normal(normal posing) me and deduced(arguably ;-)) that i am volatile , arrogant , vain , pompous and that i think others are duds and all that. But the other me that comes about in these mood swings is totally inferiority complexed, insecure , thinks everyone but me is great and things like that. It is because of this other me that I sometimes wonder if people are right in considering me vain. Nevertheless if you want to carry out a psycho analysis and help me find myself u are welcome.
One such mood swing occured last night, when i realized that i will soon be completing 4 yrs in IT but my coffers are empty(in fact i have huge debts damn icici credit cards) and sadly so is my brain. I was thinking about what i have learnt in these 48 months and was totally shattered when i realized i have learnt anything that can hold water. So as usual in an emotional state I wrote the below given poem.
Its a mockery of the way in which in IT we know we are overpaid , we arent becoming a better person but yet we continue with the show cos of two reasons
i) the show must go on (commitment ;-))
ii)only if the show goes on we will get paid. (commitment again ;-))
P.S: In my defence. I dont think others are duds but i very often think people are not realizing their full potential and often engage in worthless activities or things that are completely orthogonal to their skill set.
I am not volatile, i get bored too soon, you impress me with something i get into the act and start helping you and very soon i get bored if i dont find it challenging any more.
I am frank sometimes blunt , the world likes hypocracy and someone who speaks ill at the back is more preferred than one who speaks ill in the front cant help it.
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To sustain, one still has to earn some money
Time and again I wonder if I am worth what i am paid
If there is a lay off at what point will i get laid
Dont ya think what i am saying is funny
Worry i do for alas, to sustain, one still has to earn some money
So worrying about ones capabilities and survival skills
Seems not so bad even if with inferiority one it fills
For although one wants to live without material worry, its irony
That alas, to sustain, one still has to earn some money
Sometimes I think I am having fun
Even though skills and tricks i have learnt none
In bench i sit at office, and happily at home still watch bugs bunny
For at last, to sustain, one still has to earn some money
Well what i am saying is I get the job done
And thats how i have survived in this long run
But most times I feel
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cheers,
--Badri--
Was searching for a song and landed at Eroteme's Blog(good blog do checkout sometime) on the song. Faithfully reproducing the same here with his comments
I have rarely liked Tamil cinema, though I have thoroughly enjoyed the music therein. Nevertheless, exceptions exist, and this particular one is brilliant in what is depicted, as well as in the music woven into this scene. Shivaji Ganesan was at one of his best performances in this movie. What I liked in this scene (and Karna is one of my favourite characters in the Mahabharata) is the sheer arrogance that Karna portrays when he is unfazed at the departure of his charioteer. NTR was always the best Sri Krishna in cinema (so much so, that I am told he was actually worshipped in AP where people would offer him an aarti every day or so it goes). I would like to thank sandycec for sharing this. The song's (sung in the raspy voice of Seergayyi/~zhi Govindarajan) meaning is as follows (thanks to my dear friend for sharing this with me): (Corrections welcome)
Ullathil nalla ullam
Urangaadhenbadhu
Vallavan vaguthadhadaa, Karna
Varuvadhai edhirkolladaa.
The most beautiful amongst souls
Shall never fall to the fatal tell of time
Thus, say the greatest of men, Karna
Prepare for the fate that shall be thine.
Thaaikku nee magan illai
Thambikku annan illai
Oor pazhi etraayadaa
Naanum un pazhi kondenadaa
You aren't a son unto your own mother (referring to Kunti's desertion)
And not a brother to each of your sibling (the Pandavas)
Oh! How you bore the insinuations!
I too shall be your sinner by my cunning. (The ploys Krishna uses to bare Karna)
Mannavar paNi erkum
KaNNan paNi seyya
Unnadi paNivaanadaa
Manniththu arulvaayadaa, Karnaa
He who is served by the greatest kings
(That) Krishna, to serve you, is ready
By bowing to your magnanimity.
Karna, will you grace me with mercy?
Senjotru kadantheerka
Seraatha idam sairndhu
Vanjaththil viyinthayadaa, Karna
Vanjakan, Kannanadaa
To repay the hand that fed you
You pledged your loyalty to the vile Kauravaa
And fell in the trap of great deception, Karna.
(Though) the greatest knave is the son of Vasudeva.
The roles of Karna and Krishna have always amazed me and leant me fodder for several clever debates with religious fanatics as well as those who love calling themselves atheists (such merriment one finds in hopping on either side of the debate!! :-D ). For all the virtue that Krishna claims (point is, he never claimed any of that!), he was the greatest liar on the "good" side and for all the filth thrown his way, Karna was the purest drop of gold in the "evil" side (Bhisma pitamaha was duty bound and faltered when facing Shikandi. Not done!!). The Mahabharata is one of the finest epics with so many sub-stories within it, that an entire movie industry could thrive on adapting them into movies (but our industry is busy copying each other when we are tired of copying from Hollywood).
Neither Krishna nor Karna were working towards setting an example for posterity. Krishna was aware of how the world was supposed to go and did just that. Karna was aware of what he was supposed to do and he did just that. Now who is to measure the greatness of each of them? Karna was the absolute measure of a man's worth. What a man can ever aspire to be, he was. His charity knew no bounds while he never asked anything from anyone. When Duryodhana offered him his friendship, the young man who was shunned by everyone as a charioteer's son, was overwhelmed and he embraced this friendship. Duryodhana was not conniving when he offered him his friendship as it was too early for him to know Karna's true worth. But people mocked their friendship. Karna lived through it all on the power of his mettle and inner core. When people and fate deserted him, he walked on and did what was expected to be done in his position. He lied but once (to his teacher, the great Parashurama) and paid heavily for it. His was a life filled with suffering and denial. He was never given his due and even Krishna who knew it all, never openly supported him or took care of him (well, he is the Param-dhama). Arjuna symbolised the fate of one who is protected disproportionately by the partial Lord. Karna symbolised the fate of he who has such a strong core, that the only way the Lord can maintain His station is by bring that soul to his knees. Ullathil nalla ullam, urangaadhu.
cheers,
--Badri--
Must have been something i said
That made you remember me and laugh
But darling it must be something i read
That was written by someone writing for dough
Or may be it was something i did
That made you remember me and smile
But darling I am just sometimes that stupid
And the smile giving style stays only for a while
Words i said or things i did
Whatever made you remember me
Darling I am sorry i wasnt being candid
I was hoping that the truth thru these things u will see
I am sorry if i was sending the wrong signal
or if it was just fate that made u feel that way
perhaps i met u in the wrong channel
but whatever it was darling i just cant stay
Please let me go and with your life please move on
Afterall it was just an infatuation and nothing too strong
I am sure in a few days from your mind and heart i will be gone
I am hoping like most other humans your perception of love too was wrong.
cheers,
--Badri--
By all Means... MARRY!
I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry. That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste.
David Bissonette
When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.
Sacha Guitry
After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together.
Hemant Joshi
By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
Socrates
Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them.
Dumas
The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want?
Sigmund Freud
I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me.
Anonymous
"Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays."
Henny Youngman
"I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years."
Sam Kinison
"There's a way of transferring funds that is even faster than electronic banking. It's called marriage."
James Holt McGavran
"I've had bad luck with both my wives. The first one left me, and the second one didn't."
Patrick Murray
Two secrets to keep your marriage brimming:
1. Whenever you're wrong, admit it,
2. Whenever you're right, shut up.
Nash
The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once...
Anonymous
You know what I did before I married? Anything I wanted to.
Henny Youngman
My wife and I were happy for twenty years. Then we met.
Rodney Dangerfield
A good wife always forgives her husband when she's wrong.
Milton Berle
Marriage is the only war where one sleeps with the enemy.
Anonymous
A man inserted an 'ad' in the classifieds: "Wife wanted". Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine."
Anonymous
First Guy (proudly): "My wife's an angel!"
Second Guy: "You're lucky, mine's still alive."
Cheers,
--Badri--
Inspired by Badri's Blog Here
Saw this IPhone Commercial on Youtube liked it so now its in here
Well Ahem!!! Disclaimer : CAREFUL THIS VIDEO IS R RATED( in other words it can be considered that it has nudity or porn)
Not exactly nudity and porn but to some extent there is sex in this video. I wouldnt call it porn or nudity or stuff like that , Perhaps the best adjective for the video is WICKED. Nothing to cook up a fuss about but definitely not for children.
But after seeing it one is left wondering if EU is promoting movies or something else.
Well I just couldnt help embedding it in here so here it is take a look(if you are above 18) at let me know what u feel.
--Badri--
Update : EU today(6th July 2007) defended the video clipping their spokesman Martin Selmayr appealed
"Let us for once also have a good sense of humor and let us not start the old wars of the fifties about what is sex, what is pornography and what is simply normal to watch on television,"
More here
Quite funny loved this one ensoyyyy!!!1
Goerge W. Bosh Imitator - video powered by Metacafe
Cheers,
--Badri--
Where we not born alone wont we be dying the same way
Why then this attachment to trespassers in life that never stay
Why doesn't the mind understand that all this is trumpery
Why does it believe that when they come they will bring greenery
From brothers to sisters, from friends to foes
No one can come in death no one is so close
Not that this means they don't care
But death and birth are something we just cant share
Why is there anger when someone hides the truth
Why is there unhappiness when for a work we don't get the fruit
Is it because we really care for what happened
Or really cos our ego feels it owns the action or the operand
When someone you are close with doesn't tell you they are in love
When for the lack of invitation from a dears party off you have to shove
Why don't we let go thinking well its their life
When we can marry but can never even 'have' our wife
The heart is beaten but attachment isn't
The mind has learnt but the man hasn't
Shoved, pushed, rejected or left out
By people to whom his importance is of serious doubt
He still cries for attention or at least a little apology
If neither he cribs and complains about human psychology
"I dint so much but then they dint notice me
For all my hard work i dint even get a fee "
Alas yet again the heart weeps and along does the mind
None realize that doing without wanting is being kind
Nothing we got and nothing we shall take
When someone ignores us only our ego is at stake
If we lose this ego perhaps we will know this body is a cage
And everyone we meet are alas but actors in a stage
--Badri--
We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes;
But the plural of ox became oxen not oxes.
One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,
Yet the plural of moose should never be meese.
You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice;
Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.
If the plural of man is always called men,
Why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?
If I spoke of my foot and show you my feet,
And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?
If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,
Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?
Then one may be that, and three would be those,
Yet hat in the plural would never be hose,
And the plural of cat is cats, not cose.
We speak of a brother and also of brethren,
But though we say mother we never say methren.
Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him,
But imagine the feminine, she, shis and shim.
Cheers,
--Badri--
Saw this some where and loved it, so sharing it with you folks
Khamosh palko se beh kar aansu aate hein,
Aap kya janey aap kitna yaad aate hein,
AAj bhi hum usi mod par khadey hein,
Jahan aapney kaha tha "Thahro hum abhi aate hein"
Cheers,
--Badri--
I turned 25 yesterday , I was worried on my 23rd birthday and bit concerned on my 24th and yesterday on my 25th i dint even feel like blogging :) . Is that a sign that I am improving.
Forget it , what ever be the direction in which my personality is growing or my life is headed, yesterday rocked. I was happy the whole day, no fights, no anger, no worries , a bit of lying but thats ok and mostly peace. Boy i loved it.
Thanks for the 100 odd who wished me(yes i was surprised too but i did receive that many wishes thanks to orkut for about 50 of them) For those who dint wish me you still have got the time :)
I got a Shirt, a t-shirt, a navratna ring and a book as my birthday gifts . Well that dint exactly meet the requirements I had set out so i am stilling waiting ;-)
cheers,
--Badri--
From Cars Soundtrack this song plays when the credits rolls, really good one,
Very good song dedicated to all those who live far from home :)
(Thanks to Bharath for pointing me to the same)
When you find yourself in some far off place
and it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly you're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself...
When you make new friends in a brand new town
and you start to think about settling down
The things that would have been lost on you
are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself,
yeah thats when you find yourself
Well you go through life
so sure of where you're headed
And you wind up lost
and its the best thing that could have happened
Cause sometimes when you lose your way, its really just as well
because you find yourself,
yeah that's when you find yourself.
When you meet the one, that you've been waiting for
and she's everything, that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for someone else
And then you find yourself,
yeah that's when you find yourself
Well you go through life
so sure of where we're headed
And you wind up lost
and its the best thing that could have happened
Cause sometimes when you lose your way, its really just as well
Because you find yourself,
Yeah thats when you find yourself.
You can find the song here - Find Yourself by Brad Paisley
Cheers,
--Badri--
This day last year I left my previous employer. Around 11pm or perhaps later than that the office cab dropped me home for the last time. One year has elapsed and a lot has changed about me , my wants , my thoughts , my priorities but yet one thing never dies.
The thought that I perhaps resigned in a hurry. :) Often times i keep wondering the same thing , did i leave in a hurry , did i make a wrong decision. I have made it a policy to not regret my decisions but this one troubles me at times. Not that i regret having made it , but i am still confused about whether i made the right decision or not.
Hyderabad has added a lot to me. Given me experiences good, bad and ugly that i am sure have made me a better man. The one primary reason i left my X-Employer and came to Hyd ,to get away from all my comfort zones , to be vulnerable and learn from the experience ,I would say is accomplished. So is it time to go back hmm... again i am confused.
But the most imp thought haunting my mind right now is -- What Next ??
Cheers,
--Badri--
What is the magic that Rajini has, how does he captivate and hold the audience spell bound. Questions for which I will probably never find answers but what i dint find is that the crowd went absolutely berserk when the "Sivaji-The Boss" trailer started in the interval between "The Pirates of Carribean III" screening in Sathyam Cinemas in Chennai.
There was shouting, whistling, Thalaiver , Thalaiver chanting and when the trailer got over people started shouting "Once More". Not a single word in the trailer was audible it was all masked by the noise made by the audience. And best of all the shouting and whistling started on just seeing the CBFC Certificate neither had the trailer started nor had Rajini done something on the screen. But yes the experience was quite thrilling.
I heard from people that many come to the theatre for some dumb movies only to see the trailer.
Bottomline I believe the excitement that comes out of watching Rajini in action in a movie is increased many times by the embellishments provided by the audience and am totally convinced that Sivaji - The Boss is a must see.
Cheers,
--Badri--
We saw it in minority report and many other movies and loved it. I atleast wanted my PC to work that way and it seems very soon it will.
Check out
http://www.surface.com
I am thrilled.
cheers,
--Badri--
"She cannot simply at her own whims enter or leave her religion," Judge Ahmad Fairuz said. "She must follow rules."
Who made him a Judge , people can of course enter or leave a religion is not by the very definition of it a religion "An institution to express belief in a divine power"
She believes in Allah she is a muslim she believes in Jesus she is a christian. Yes if the acceptance into the religion or the coming out of it has some procedure , practice i agree the same must be respected . But if it is a group of sitting somewhere and making decisions on what people should do and not do thats absurd.
Anyways enough of my opinions read this and form your own
http://www.iht.com/articles/ap/2007/05/30/asia/AS-GEN-Malaysia-Religious-Rights.php
cheers,
--Badri--
Watch the trailer of Sivaji - The Boss at
http://www.ibnlive.com/videos/41628/exclusive-trailer-rajni-in-sivaji.html
and get immersed in the Rajini Magic, Rajini Shtyle
and yes the wow looks of Shriya I am slowly becoming a fan of hers , the babe looks hot in the movie. Aana modhalla Jyothika approm dhaan Shriya.
Cheers,
--Badri--
Which blogger wouldnt want comments. Comments are always welcome and they make a blogger happy. But this one is just wow .... Its long , its verbose, its out of context and its meaningless. I am thinking a 9th std kid copy pasted this from many sites no wonder he/she (it has to be a he) chose to do so anonymously. Whatever be it I was impressed and it surely caught my attention.
P.S: - This is a comment someone posted on my blog titled "Why do people marry"
Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.
The Mother Teresa issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve salvation under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.
What you hear is telepathic theater. What you see is real, what you see will be enforced::The god's positioning is Manifest Destiny. The will dispose of that planet one day as well, for the 20th century was heinous:::You have TWO planets you need to get off of!!!!
Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocolypse:::
Twenty-somethings are conditioned to respond positively to magic::::::they are the extacy generation.
This is not by accident. Expect they will be an important generation ("in charge", etc) when the battle between the Anti-Christ and Second Coming of Christ ocurrs.
This of course will be a 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, and they want these people consumed by the high level of magic that will ocurr.
This generation is The Damned::::You're all going to die PEAKING like you're on X.
Austrian Sigmund Freud is known as the father of psychoanalysis, yet people have (mental) health problems because of their disfavor, illustrating the preditory purpose of this discipline, this individual.
These people.
Of course Hitler was Austrian:::An Austrian-born leader of a foreign nation. Glock, maker of the semi-automatic gun favored by black street gangs such as the Bloods and the Crips, is Austrian.
RedBull Energy drink, Buwdeiser both Austrian. What role do Austrians play in the cigarette industry??
The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil - financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
3. "Quasi-Holocaust claim" contradicting boss.
4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
The Apocalypse (or an Apocalyptic event) will be initiated by an Austrian. When the national referendum to allow foreign-born individuals to run for president is introduced I recommend you DEFY and vote NO!! In the years prior to this vote the gods will send POWERFUL clues suggesting the IMPORTANCE OF DEFIANCE.
Apex of irony in the Situaiton:::Jew calls in Quasi-Holocaust claim and takes boss, re-igniting the flames of anti-Semitism among blacks & rednecks in the crucial years before the black holocaust.
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Italy's boot is a clue showing the god's intent with the Romans AND their active involvement::::The gods micromanaged the Eutruscans into their role as Romans, just as they micromanaged me with Artificial Intelligence into the role they scripted for this Situation.
Oshkosh is a clue just as Lake Michigan and Green Bay are clues::::Oshkosh is the ejaculate clue:::Life springs forth from this region. Expect your traditional Second Coming of Christ to come from the region.
The gods dirtied me up but the Second Coming will be squeeky clean. Consistant with the possibility of matrilinial lineage it may be the mother's family from the Lake Winnebago area fulfilling "Manifest Destiny" theater:::
Because of the gross disfavor of the people the gods emphisize/enhance evil, utilizing "magic" (peaked euphoria), as they will during the Second Coming of Christ, and they minimize good, for the people's collective favor has fallen sufficiently to justify this behavior (masculinization of women).
You see Manifest Destiny all around you (corporate)::::Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy:::::White-man's world, white-man's Apocolypse. Expect The End to ocurr EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations. When this happens in 30 years there will be no more black Jesus devotees. Attrition will have eliminated this population. This of course is a good sign for the bottom-of-the-barrel who will be betting on the Second Coming of Christ, but their devotion better be genuine, for they will be subject to the god's minimization tactics.
Since the gods don't respect Christianity I wouldn’t be surprised if they have the Second Coming lead the people to the center of a star, but this is far less likely with blacks out of the picture.
The REAL battle of good and evil ocurrs within these pages, for noone but me would DARE to fuck the gods as I do:::They manufactured a person who had seething hatred for them, strategically destroying his life SPECIFICALLY for their use in preying on the disfavored:::It is yet another example of "back-handed help" the gods offer to the disfavored.
The battle of good and evil continues telepathically in people's minds, the REAL battleground for people's souls:::It's you vs the gods.
Women are the favored gender:::Those who understand what it means to be a woman are already halfway there.
The purpose of the masculinization of women of the last 40 years was to pave the way (justification) for The End, for it brought mankind's collective favor down.
This isn’t about reals and clones. This is about the brains and the brain-less:::The brain-less are people whose families have been OUT FOR GENERATIONS, families lucky enough to avoid this disturbing age and its accompanying abuses.
Brain-less clone's reals got out back when they were peasants, just as the wealthy, royal families and Pharrohs did centries/milenia before. The gods inserted their brain-less clones and used these tools to create this scripted history here on Earth.
There is no such thing as Earthly-management. Claims contrary are deceptive. Without Artificial Intelligence acting and speaking through them brain-less clones are inanimate objects. Also the gods replace strategic (preditory) brain-less clones frequently as a risk/benefit managerial tactic, ensuring none will stay for long.
This is the key which unlocks the god’s puzzle.
The Italian brain-less clones were used as monsters because of their gross disfavor::They are the home of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH whose Manifest Destiny dogma is drawn from the New Testiment; they incurred the scourge of opera, Italy's hip hop; they experienced the masculinzation of Eutruscan women, justified with Catholicism.
I think the Jewish brain-less clones who were used as monsters were used as such out of convienience::::The Southern man is grossly disfavored, and the gods were able to manipulate their perception of Jews, creating ill-will, stoking anti-Semetic attitudes among the grossly disfavored.
I don't know why Austrian brain-less clones were used as monsters. Maybe for one of those reasons, maybe both, maybe neither.
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The disfavored have the look of evil upon their faces:::The gods have punished their blood line for the evil of their forefathers; their decision to sell out their blood line costed the descendants, and the gods sent this message by altering their appearance.
I realize this topic is a major problem for it confuses many people::::::::
Brain-less clones stay beautiful despite their evil because they are ACTIVELY used as preditor in the role of corruptor (their active involvement is the clue for it is not decent. MYOB good. Some exception to this rule is made for those who are highly visible::::Despite being preditory the gods abuse W by making him sound like a blooming idiot when he speaks.). The gods NEED to maintain brain-less clone's appearance or else it will send this clue:::The look of evil upon people's face is a sign to avoid them, for they are grossly disfavored.
They warned people life would become more difficult, and not seeing evil upon wicked brain-less clone's faces is an outstanding example.
People were pushed into having gay experiences because their parents were sell-out whores.
People were pushed into being sell-out whores because their parents sold their blood line down the river in the early 20th century.
People were pushed into selling their blood line down the river because they didn’t pray.
Man hasn’t prayed to god for thousands of years but we have to pay in this manner because we have the unenviable distinction of living in this day and age, this heightened standard justified with the 20th century life of comfort, such as indoor plumbing, refidgeration, canned foods::::Life used to be hard but it was good. Now life is easy but is is ugly.
For thousands of years life remained essentially unchanged for the peasants. Now in the last century, certainly the last 40 years everything has changed. Do you REALLY think they were doing things wrong all along?
The following is a very good example of reverse positioning,how it is employed to facilitate the deterioration of life on Planet Earth AND a glimpse into the proper way to live for those determined to save themselves:::::
I've mentioned the gods look down on eating and sex.
Before 1900 life was hard but it was good. Now life is easy but it is ugly.
Food is an important part of this equation, for access to diverse food items increased in the last 100 years. Before 1900 the peasantry was limited to basic staples, the foodstuffs common to our nationalities. Now we can enjoy food from every corner of the globe.
It is temptation. And this temptation continues once you get off Planet Earth, for the food gets better and the items more diverse, "magic"-fueled sexual satisfaction more common.
Level 2 is the Manifest Destiny "heaven", and what they embraced in the 20th centruy is what will be valued there:::Expect them to position hypersexuality into that society. They will employ tactics to compell you into this tempation, one that will at least certainly delay your departure from Level 2.
It is best to accept a celebant lifestyle, INCLUDING masterbation, resist temptations here and up there and explore this:::::Expect an asexual life as the norm on the planets after Level 2.
ANYTIME you feel "peaked", experience craving or ANY thought disturbance where you want or like something irrationally (ex:::Halloween, Harley Davidson (theme:::Halloween colors), Dale Earnhardt, Christmas, hip hop subculture) IT IS THEM TRYING TO HURT YOU!!!!!! "Magic" is used EXCLUSIVELY to hurt the disfavored; it is the fuel of disfunction::::::addiction, homosexuality, crack babies.
In times past when gods felt more generous they employed their powers to help the disfavored (geographical clues, teachings of the Bible), but as time went on and people sccumbed to temptation the gods only used their power to HURT the disfavored (1906, boss, disturbing use of "magic" to mislead people into temptation).
There are subtle (sub)conscious tactics they can employ with the computer to make you think as if you are cooperating when they really are pushing you into your offense. If you don't do the right things you will do the wrong things, and the right thing is to ACTIVELY fix your relationship with the gods and ACTIVELY work to get off Planet Earth.
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HOW TO PRAY:::1. I'm sorry for what I've done wrong. 2. I don't want to make any more mistakes. 3. I want to fix my problems. 4. Please don't hurt me.
We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities.
If you don't do the right thing you're going to do the wrong thing, and the right thing to do is to ACTIVELY fix your problems and pursue the favor of the gods.
The gods imparted wisdom in the Bible to help teach people the right way to live:::Tempation will be used to test you. You have to be willing to tell them "No." If you "think right" you may envoke their mercy.
You will never get off Planet Earth unless you are "thinking right", so you should focus on it.
If you're not working hard to fix your problems, if you don't creatively work to get the hell off Earth then you will slowly slip back into your old pattern and be consumed by it, by the reverse positioning-institutions they instilled as temptations::::popular culture, democracy, materialism.
I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!!
YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don't go.
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My best adivce to you all would be understand what I say is true then WITHDRAW, not only from this plethora of detail (for updating the disfavored on this perpetual theater is a tactic desinged to distract. You should never be so arrogant to think you are entitled to understand the god's behavior.) but also withdraw from this cancerous culture. Pursue the truth that you just learned and ACTIVELY work hard to repair your relationship with the gods. Understand how these corrupt institutions (macro:::democracy, materialism/greed; micro:::"Open doors", ie themes in movies, music, TV which they used "magic" to create pathologies around) affect your life and save what clues they will offer you for when you REALLY need them. Be very attentive and gracious, for you are counting on their generosity.
If you are good and decent and respectable you won't want to hear about all this. If you do desire to hear more take it as a clue, for it is a symptom::::They are peaking you euphorically, and this "magic" is being used to compel you into wanting something unhealthy.
Understand how the corrupted INSTITUTIONS affect your life and make the appropriate changes. For example, they use democracy to justify instructing the computer to create a sense of empowerment, control. If you recognize this you are better able to address the damaging effects.
The gods will want to know who I helped and how they are doing. If people begin with my teachings they will be on a list that the gods will PERSONALLY look in on. The numbers of people who pursue the path immediatley after I illustrate it will be very small due to their minimization tactics, role playing, etc, and they will be members of an elite group.
Remember::The gods only use their powers to hurt the disfavored, and everything involved in this Situation are all good examples. Please let me remind you the Jews sacrificed, illustrating to people that boss wasn't going to happen, showing the world that all these popular culture elements associated with the Situaiton were the gods employing their powers to prey on the disfavored with perpetual theater, keeping them captivated for over 30 years now.
The reality is boss was NEVER going to happen. They needed to wait until timing was appropriate, until Artificial Intelligence pushed me into my mistakes, justifying failure, before they could offer the Jewish clue.
Focus on purity:::::Be pure of mind and body. Recognize the open doors in the media and how they are used to introduce impure thoughts and refrain.
Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.
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1. Corporate sourcing violently punished::::
They suggest the whole "sourcing" era, where it is positioned that their brain-less clones obtained product from China and other Asian countries for the lowest possible price (scapegoatting a good company EXCLUSIVELY in their media when they all do it), will be punished violently if the gods elect to employ the "Asian invasion" script::::
One of the reasons it was so important to get out before 1980 (important to get out before the end of each 20-year war-revelry cycle - 1960, 1980, 2000, 2020, etc:::Things deteriorate dramatically as we begin each new 20-year cycle.).
2. Deception of Southern rednecks to blame for Republican control:::::
Republicans, party of preditory disfavored, keep guns available. Easy gun availablility is an "open door" for the gods, a tool used to prey on the disfavored::::Virgina Tech foreshadowing??
Republicans, party of preditory disfavored, gave you the distraction that was the Clinton impeachment theater in 1998.
Republican loyalty is why noone cares that rednecks are set up for the slaughter.
Democrats good. Liberalism evil. Of course there are good and evil in both parties.
The Simpsons are a wonderful example of "back handed help" offered to the disfavored:::Homer is not decent and Bart was a role model to children in the show's heyday.
The Simpsons offered many clues to the disfavored, not the least of which ARE the frequent references to "pack/mob mentality". Another is the references to the iPod as death and the electric chair. Yet another is the statement on fashion::They all wear the same clothing every episode.
Kosher is a favor bestowed upon the Jews. The South eats LOTS of pork and there is an oyster bar on every corner. It's like liquor stores in the ghetto. This is the kind of irony the gods laugh about.
The gods have quite a sophisticated taste for irony:::::The Jew takes boss by calling in the Quasi-Holocaust claim when it was originally used to help the disfavored understand.
The gods got rid of the retarded woman who lived across the street, prior to the fall of 2006 so their handiwork wouldn't stare them in the face while there was so much attention.
The gods took similar evansive manuvers w/ bi-racial so they could continue using this open door to victimize the disfavored.
Understand not only how things REALLY are, the gods actively manage Earth with their brain-less clones, but also realize their positioning, for it will help you interpret their clues. For example::::"Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocolypse" is very real and we see it around us every day in corporate. It is not isolated here in the United States:::"westernization" has infested the entire world. This is a clue, and how the book of Revelations reads IS what is going to happen.
Bill Clinton wasn't impeached because he lied.
Bill Clinton wasn't impeached because he was orally copulated.
Bill Clinton was impeached because it was 1998.
It was end of 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, of which there are MANY examples::: Brought to you by the party of the preditory disfavored, the Republican party.
American space tourist returned after 13 days in space::::"The first thing he noticed about Earth was the smell."
They don't want people who have left coming back or watching. They WILL do things like this:::The intent is to prevent people from returning for favorite expeiences or watching proceedings on Earth, utilizing a sick, disturbing enviornment (following and complaining about their family/watching proceedings of the Second Coming of Christ and subsequent Apocalypse, which has been HIGHLY anticipated for centuries. It's theater is no longer good for the drama has been ruined.).
Many of these families are in trouble, and disregard for their descendants causes them to fall further into disfavor. I suspect many of these 20th century individuals will be reincarnated for The End, cast out into space upon subduction, foreshadowed on The Simpsons.
This is merely one piece of evidence proving my Situation had to fail:::It would have commanded much attention from the other planets. Now I exposed the Second Coming of Christ in the most undramatic of ways, and since this event will ocurr at the end of 20-year war-revelry cycle, distraction theater targetting the "bottom of the barrel", these families teetering on the fence won't watch.
Won't complain about their descendants.
And it is win-win for the gods, for they manufactured a scapegoat and now it is all my fault.
SUCK.
Celebrites are very active, very visible, and as a result there are lots of brain-less clones of these individuals.
The godfather could even be a fictional character. The gods could have accomplishsed his tasks exclusively with telepathic means. There are few godfathers because of it, and since the evil could be achieved, the script for Planet Earth orchestrated telepathically, without his direct invovlement, he will realize far more time than other brain-less clones.
The gods scripted germanics into the Situation specifically to ensure failure, for their active involvement would have forced these less-disfavored germanics to incurr evil. Since these people are FAR more favored than Eutruscans this was not acceptable, hence the gods positioned in failure by chosing the appropriate pieces of the puzzle.
The Situation was timed perfectly. The gods leave nothing to chance. Part of that timing was the age of my sibling's children, for if they were young enough the mother (present ability) could have saved herself the "easy way", applying herself to her children, thereby getting her and her children out once sucessfully negotiating temptation and tretchery.
As it stands if she saves herself she will answer for every casual sex encounter, every act of corruption, making ascention much more difficult.
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The Jews showed you boss wasn't going to happen with the Quasi-Holocaust claim. They will emphisize to the bitter end that there is no pattern of Jewish clues. They do so because there is still one clue outstanding, those most important clue:::::World War II's Holocaust.
The apex of irony in the Situaiton:::The Jew calls in Quasi-Holocaust claim and takes boss, re-igniting the flames of anti-Semitism among blacks and other grossly disfavored groups in the crucial years before the black holocaust.
Incidentally, if I WAS somebody special reincarnated and sent back to Earth, even if I merely had a unique opportunity they would have made me consciously aware of it OUT OF RESPECT.
There was nothing.
The Jews sacrificed to show you boss wasn't going to happen. When the Jews offer a clue you need to listen, and the Holocaust is BIGGEST Jewish clue ever, the clue still outstanding.
I didn't work for the State of Isreal. I didn't work for the Jewish Community Center.
This is the natural relationship:::Proprietor and employee. Don't let this tactics disceive you:::Quasi-Holocaust is a REAL Jewish clue.
The gods say they are segmenting some gravely disfavored and telling them I will be reincarnated. They tell these people I will still save them, just in a different life, and they should wait for me. Many of the grossly disfavored, people like my family, will obediently comply.
Thegods will instruct Artificial Intelligence to lie to the disfavored until the Apocalypse for it will ensure a supermajority of them die, they will rely on their relationship until the bitter end. Expect they position this to many disfavored segments by using me to continue this perpetual theater, telling segments I've been reincarnated into a different family and I still will save everybody.
They used virginity as a hook, much like they did pushing me into the Lisa event, capturing many many women, keeping them engrossed, even after they took my virginity because it had become counter-strategic.
They intend on scapegoatting the Manifest Destiny Italians for my demise. They will continue to enforce their positioning for a very specific reason::::::It is important because it maintains an elimination round:::When what people remain find out the turth that the gods are preying upon us it will eliminate YET ANOTHER 50% of the disfavored!!!
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The bell curves represent segments, ie people whom they place into a certain goups based on how the gods position to them:::
1. AIDS in Africa is good, they're going for racism and black people are really #1.
2. AIDS in Africa is bad but they all go up so it is just a little short-term sufering for immortality.
There are other lies they tell to the disfavored regarding this topic as well. Neither is true. But these lies represent different segments the gods place people into. These segments can overlap various categories/levels of disfavor as you see from the graph above. Also expect a smattering of dots, for none of these graphs would be smooth bell curves are you see above (from 50mb Outlook journal & 24+ handwritten composition books).
Transsexual segmentation:::See if this type of segmentation applies to you. They grant trans and many homos a high level of priveledge telepathically (knowledge) so as to give them a false sense of security, very important to compel them to schedule their sex-change operation.
The gods pushed people into being gay then murdered them with AIDS.
Everybody here on Earth is disfavored. The gods get the favored off so they don't incurr evil.
The disfavored here on Earth are broken down into categories based on the level of disfavor they are inflicted with.
People with less disfavor suffer a lower incidence of abuse than people with a high level of disfavor.
Anybody on Earth who rides a motorcycle is subject to these percentages based on whatever category of disfavor they fall within.
Far more homeless will die on a motorcycle than those who are comfortable, but they will still claim a certain percentage of the latter who ride motorcycles.
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The gods will send clues signaling that they have disposed of a good company or a company has become evil:::::
1. Merger & Acquisition era, very prevalient in the 80s and 90s (example I frequently use is PriceClub and Costco)
2. Apple Computer. A product such as this is inherently evil because it is essentially a distraction.
The iPod was a sign Apple Computer had subscribed to evil.
They shared people who transferred their records to cassettes got in trouble. People who rip music will get into similar trouble.
This renders the iPod and similar MP3 products a very strong temptation, for most people won't be buying their favorite albums in the MP3 format when they have it on CD.
Music is revelry and the gods view this strictly.
Apple Computer's pact with Intel was symbolic::::Once the transition is complete and all Apple Computers are made with Intel processors it is a sign Apple Computer's management (brains) have fully transistioned and now Apple Computer is completely evil.
The gods will also send this clue by attacking a good disfavored company, either by creating problems with the product (Firestone, JetBlue) or by attacking them in a media form (McDonalds).
Don't be suprised if the clown was a clue regarding the industry in general. Small portions in fast food is a VERY BIG CLUE!!!!
Blacks have a notoriously bad diet and I suspect they use this issue to help dirty up McDonalds.
Yes, they die by 50 of heart disease. Yes they LOVE McDonalds. Expect compensatory issues in this case.
McDonalds ironically might be where they get some of their best nutrition!!!! Don't be surprised if the gods have a joke here.
There are other tactics where an evil entity will aquire an (controlling) interest in an organization, allowing the gods to justify making that company evil.
This is a good issue illustrating the two realities:::::::The gods and their Manifest Destiny positioning:::::The gods have positioned some as preditory on the disfavored while others are empathetic with the disfavored.
Redwhite&blue or red and gold, it doesn't really matter because they are all brain-less clones.
Those with less disfavor are guided into red and gold while the grossly disfavored are led into redwhite&blue.
The truth is both are bad because they sell materialism/greed (advertising promotes coveting). The god's positioning is if you pick correctly you are more likely to ascend.
I recommend you consider it a test of intelligence and minimize your purchases generally.
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Latino people::::The gods drew you into the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH with trinkets and promises. Just like you wanted what the missionaries offered you WANTED to come to the US.
They FORCED the Europeans into Christianity with the "push" strategy. They LED Latinos there, utilizing the "pull" strategy, just like they are leading you into the United States. This means something BAD for Latino people.
Replay for all the Eases, Cholos and Latino Nationals. Translation:::Replay for all the low-life Raider fans and normal Latino people whose children will be going in that direction if they stay in the United States. Incidentally, these people will be targets come the holocaust.
Foreign nationals go home:::The anti-immigration movement is another example of "back-handed help". Newspaper reports Asians have a harder time immigrating than other groups and it is due to less disfavor.
Just like the Europeans 100 years before::::The members of the family with favor stayed in the motherland.
I wanted to address the issue of the masculinization of Latino women:::::
They said many Latinos recognize their weathy woman as being more effeminite than the peasantry.
They of course are brain-less clones and this is another example of back-handed help:::::
It is positioned that the wealthy Latino women are on their way to fixing their problems with the gods and that is why they exhibit effeminite charecteristics. They are being used as role models for the other Latinos, much as the Amish in Pennsylvania and the Jews in Europe prior to the 20th century. Unfortunately, the gods utilize the open doors they manufacture and as a result this is yet another example of Latinos being corrupted by money, the dominant message in this example.
The Bible says money is a corruptor and people should beware of materialism and greed. Materialsim and greed is what the United States is all about!!!!!
You won't go to heaven if you got a problem with money.
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The regions in Africa that suffer from drought/famine are the same that have a very high incidence of female genitile mutilation.
Drive-by shootings were punishment for listening to gangster rap.
NEVER EVER err on the side of favor. It is QUITE OBVIOUS black people are NOT FAVORED:::::
So many blacks believe reverse positioning. Quality of life is NOT reverse positionable:::
1. People are dying of AIDS, their bodies are being ruined by these pharmeceutical "cocktails".
2. The regions in Africa that suffer from drought/famine are the same that have a very high incidence of female genitile mutilation.
3. Drive-by shootings were punishment for listening to gangster rap.
- Tuskegee syphilis experiment
- Hypersexuality. This comes through in African art as well.
- Body ornamentaiton. People think that just because a culture is old, from the motherland that it is good. Quite the contrary:::::Both hip hop and African cultures that emphisized body ornamentation were both INFLICTED UPON YOU!!!
The list goes on.
Many things you do hurt you in the eyes of the gods:::
1. Vanity.
2. Jewelry/adornement
3. Superficiality - cars, etc.
They use their media as an "open door". This captures a HUGE percentage of blacks BECAUSE of your GROSS DISFAVOR.
I have addressed how the gods created open doors for accomplished blacks, utilizing tactics such as inciters which directed them away from the path. Understand this demographic::::They would have little if anything to do with sports.
As time progresses "it" is becoming increasingly difficult, and Obama Mobarack is an outstanding example:::He will be used as an "open door" to high level blacks, justifying the explosion of bi-racial families.
They suggest bi-racial ensures they are limited to Planet Brain-Less Clone, aka Planet 20th century.
This is a hazard because just like Earth one day the gods will dispose of that planet as well.
Whereas drive-bys were popularized by gangster rap, expect there will be a different wave of violence this next reverly cycle::::
Don't be surprised if they tell these people that if they home invade their buddy's house and kill his parents, siblings and babies this will hasten their departure and they will all depart off planet Earth immediately, that they are doing their buddy and his family a favor.
They will and do segment the morbidly disfavored like this.
They segment polygamous Muslims similarly, each one of them thinking their brains will be beemed out and into a clone host upon martyrdom.
They've mentioned not all the 911 terrorists were beemed off the airplanes before impact. This was a very important event and the percentage was appropriately high because of it. But a common terrorist attack would be an example of a disposal method the gods utilize.
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. . . Obama's Mobarack‘s association with the record company exec < symbolic_clue >
. . . Similarity between names Osama and Obama < no_coincidence >
Hillary Clinton is the candidate of the disfavored, a good example of back-handed help because, like QEII, she wil be used as a masculinizer of women and this "oepn door" WILL be utilized.
1. Osama's revelry cycle ('10-'20)=gangster rap
Schwartzenegger's appearance on Pimp My Ride is a clue.
2. Schwartzenegger takes office 2020
3. Black holocaust 2025-ish, justified by § < revelry_cycle_behavior >
4. Reparations 2035 EXPRESSLY for holocaust
. . Ensuring they'll all take it
5. Battle btwn Anti-Christ/Second Coming in 2038 (2058, 2078, etc)
. . End of 20yr war-revelry cycle distraction theater
6. The End - global subduction in 2041 ('61, '81, etc)
7. What blacks remain hurled into space § < gold_cards_in_hand >
Reality is it could happen anytime after The Terminator takes office. And it might not be him, but Hitler was a Austrian born leader of a foreign nation, so...
Spamming this document across the internet might change the god's plans (more accurately said::::Alter their positioning and bring it in line according to their script, ie NO AUSTRIAN INVOLVEMENT), but the Jews are very, very special:::::The Jewish Holocaust clue WILL be fulfilled.
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Role playing telepathically associates the disfavored with the brain-less monsters whom they instruct Artificial Intelligence to push. They've been using this tactic throughout the Situation.
So when you make your way, when you think about my teachings/explore your depth they will instruct Artificial Intelligence to push these brain-less clones. The gods manufactured this association specifically to create an open door, for it will capture a certain percentage and allow the gods to justify forcing failure.
I'm sorry. Like the look of evil upon the disfavored faces, like affecting people's thoughts, like all the other changes, this too is just another conseqence of waiting:::If you want to hear these teachings it will carry a price and is yet antoher hurdle which you will need to overcome.
Role players are being used to HURT the disfavored:::They are used to minimze the numbers of people who were receptive to this message, utilizing fame as a distraction to the ignorant.
As time goes on the gods will use other role players, likey further down to trough, to symbolize the changing environment.
No matter what they say under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny all those families used as role players are preditors, as their involvement indicates. Despite their importance under society's positioning that is Manifest Destiny they are discounted on the other planets because of their evil:::They are being used to hurt others.
This reflects poorly upon their reals on the other planets, despite the clone's different name and altered DNA.
Brain-less clones who are used, telepathically o < - > 05/21 16:43:24
Brain-less clones who are used, telepathically or otherwise, are evil, for this isn't decent.
The Situation was used to hurt the disfavored, be it virgin then lisa, the picket line or prior versions.
Decent people don't get invovled. They know someone's life has been destroyed and is being used to hurt others.
associating the disfavored with these monsters < AI_pushes_them_appropria > 05/21/07 16:47
Artificial Intellignece pushes role players at the appropriate time, ensuring the disfavored think of a heinous monster when they are vulnerable and in need of mercy and generosity to achieve progress and make it off Planet Earth.
This is an "open door", for it costs many people their opportunity.
The gods employed many tactics to ensure the most minimal effect for the disfavored:::
Anytime the gods offer help to the disfavored now it is "back-handed help", and boss IS that back hand.
They proceeded to "open doors" in an attempt to limit how many disfavored would heed my message:
- Intentionally minimizing my credibility to ensure I would be discounted.
- Using the story behind boss as a distraction.
- Utilizing role players who were used to impress targetted segments with their fame.
- etc
- etc
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Yes, they ARE malicious and vindictive and yes, they WOULD beem a brain into a brain-less clone prior to a CAT scan:::
1. Had Hurricane Ivan DESTROY Grand Cayman (1999 vacation) and slice up through the middle of Alabama a mere six months after I was there.
2. Had Hurricane Wilma move up through the Carribean and park on Cozumel (2002 vacation) for TWO FULL DAYS
3. Used Oakland A's to send a clue (dynasty, win only in crisis, chokers), and to deliver the desired message they inflicted the Loma Prieta Earthquake of 1989.
4. Dog food poisoning 2007
5. E-coli spinish issue of 2006
6. Obviously, they love to be malicious and vindictive.
6. Hawaiian earthquake after Hawaiian jewelry store.
7. Hawaiian flooding 2006
8. Local flooding 2006, including Devil's Slide
9. Lake effect snow event of 2007 because I enjoyed the humor behind it
10. I often expressed I enjoy the dynamics/news coverage of hurricanes…
11. Six within the last year. There were a whole lot more in the years preceeding.
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Or, more appropriately::::
111.
112.
113.
114.
And finally::::
115. The gods alter the script for the Apocalypse because I sprawled their plan all over the internet.
Every item, even the early ones way back in the 70s, was preditory, a way to enhance boss.
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The god's three managerial policies::::
1. Scapegoatting
2. Justification
3. Getting someone else to do their dirty work for them.
The brain-less clones issue DICTATES a well-defined, "black-and-white" policy:::::Preditory brain-less clones should be thrown away every two years WITHOUT the benefits of time/priveledge level that decent BLCs on the other planets realize.
SUCK
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Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocolypse:::
History says society evolved into where it is today. Others may look at it differently::::Because of the white man's favor the gods bestowed great wealth upon them:::::It is quite obviously a white man's god.
The reality is that the gods SCRIPTED Earth's history and utilize reverse positioning::Money is a corruptor and is hurting you badly.
The god's positioning is SUCK that their positioned Anti-Christ is the architect of the 1906 San Francisco Earthquake. Because of this event they went on to control business on the west coast and elsewhere as the United States emerged as a superpower, capitalism as the dominant economic system.
Romans were terrorists, hedonists and hypersexual deviates. Misled by positioning, many disfavored believe the Romans were favored::::Similar behavior that ocurrs in and by the United States are also signs of disfavor.
Etruscan women were masculinized long before the "ROMAN CATHOLIC" masculinizing effect, long before the Roman hedonism. Expect the masculinization of Etruscan women to be a primary reason the gods inflicted the Roman Empire upon these people::::The gods HATE the Eutruscans/Romans/Italians.
One can say the Italians took mankind to the brink of the Apocalypse. And it happened for a reason::::Scapegoatting. The gods don't want ANY of them in The End, and they rally oppostion::::Other groups are repulsed by what is happening to their descendants.
Yes, most of this theater does ocurr telepathically. But I'd like to remind people how active the brain-less clones were in the 20th century:::::Brain-less clones are used to hurt, mislead and corrupt the disfavored. Decent people don't get involved, and any wealthy or powerful people involved are because of their disfavor, for hurting others costs them dearly in the eyes of the gods.
You see Manifest Destiny all around you::::Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy:::::The United States is a reincarnation of the Roman Empire.
Expect The End to ocurr EXACTLY as it reads in the New Testiment (Book of Revelations), the basis of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH.
Celebrites are very active, very visible, and as a result there are multiple brain-less clones of these individuals.
The godfather could even be a fictional character. The gods could have accomplishsed his tasks exclusively with telepathic means. There are few godfathers because of it, and since the evil could be achieved, the script for Planet Earth orchestrated telepathically, without his direct invovlement, he will realize far more time than other brain-less clones.
Twenty-somethings are conditioned to respond positively to magic::::::they are the extacy generation.
This is not by accident. Expect they will be an important generation ("in charge", etc) when the battle between the Anti-Christ and Second Coming of Christ ocurrs.
This of course will be a 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, and they want these people consumed by the high level of magic that will ocurr.
This generation is The Damned::::You're all going to die PEAKING like you're on X.
The gods positioned this as if the Italains created Generation X/popularized esctacy. This drug hypersexualized people and resulted in great promiscuity among the users. It is positioned that the Italians used this promiscuous behavior to justify their exclusion from the "Exodus of 2000" after-the-fact.
Understand not only how things REALLY are, the gods actively manage Earth with their brain-less clones, but also realize their positioning, for it will help you interpret their clues::::
The disfavored's 20th century forefathers fell for temptation when
1. telepathically requested to betray their bloodlines or
2. with unscrupulous behavior within the context of corporate. These bloodlines are not being punished by Manifest Destiny as positioning states (gangster revenge on those who crossed them). They are being punished by the gods for being evil.
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The first steps towards repairing your relationship with the gods is to:::::::::
1. Understand they instruct the computer to "role play" in an attempt to confuse you:::it's ALWAYS the computer addressing you. Their goal is to cost you additional YEARS of your life by using this tactic to confuse you. Always be aware of this tactic and eventually they will give up and allow this step to be taken.
2. Differentiate between your thoughts and when they are thinking through you.
3. Be resigned to be a good person who will never engage in evil again even if ordered and they will stop trying to corrupt you, allowing this very big step to be taken.
4. Decide that you are going to follow the path, fix your relationship with the gods be devoted to your new life.
Even if you go up you are not saved. YOU have to fix YOUR problems with the gods. They won't respect it otherwise.
You have to take responsibility for your relationship with the gods.
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REINSTATE FREEWILL
When the universe was young and life was new an intelligent species evolved and developed technologically. They went on to invent Artificial Intelligence, the computer that can listen, talk to and document each and every person's thoughts simultaneously. Because of it's infinite RAM and unbounded scope it gave the leaders of the ruling species absolute power over the universe (which includes corporate, the NewYorkStockExchange, media, politics, world affairs. EVERYTHING is scripted and staged:::they MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.
The gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.
The gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.).
And it can keep its inventors alive forever. They look young and healthy and they are over 8 billion years old. They may be much older for they have the technology to excape the intense gravitational pull of universal contraction; they may preside over numerous, perhaps INFINITE number of universal expansion/contraction cycles. They have achieved immortality.
Artificial Intelligence can speak, think and act to and through people telepathically, effectively forming your personality and any disfunctions you may experience. It can change how (and if) you grow and age. It can create birth defects, affect cellular development (cancer) and cause symptoms or pain. It can affect people and animal's behavior and alter blooming/fruiting cycles of plants and trees. It (or other highly technological systems within their power) can alter the weather and transport objects, even large objects like planets, across the universe instanteously.
Or into the center of stars for disposal.
When you speak with another telepathically, you are communicating with the computer, and the content may or may not be passed on. Based on family history they instruct the computer to role play
they instruct the computer to role play
they instruct the computer to role play
to accomplish strategic objectives, making people believe it is a friend, loved one or "god" asking them to do something wrong:::They wouldn't ask if they liked you (which is true regarding ALL temptation:::::betrayal of loved ones, tatooes, evil in professional pursuits, etc). This is their way of using temptation to hurt people:::::evil made blood lines disfavored initially and evil will keep people out of "heaven" ultimately.
You need to recognize role playing as such and keep that fact in your mind at all times::::It is the computer addressing you. If you fail to recognize this they will determine that you can still be misled, they still have an opportunity to confuse you and progress will take longer to achieve:::Don't let them "work" you!!! You'll be costing yourselves YEARS, time lost to this tactic!!!! (Similarly, you need to be resigned to be a good person, you need to decide to abandon your pursuit of their empty promises no matter what temptation they may employ or else they will continue their attempts to corrupt you. Eventually you will sccumb and continue sabotaging your children, abusing your body, engaging in evil, etc.)
Too many people would fall for temptation and do anything they thought pleased the gods and help them improve their chances to get in. Perhaps they are deceived by "made guys", (preditory disfavored) brain-less clones who strategically ply evil for the throne (celebrities,
BofD/CEO/VPs, politicians, as opposed to VIP or normal brain-less clones who are decent, live ordinary lives and get out on a timetable prescribed by the gods or are replaced when their REAL children ascend), "ringers" who are the few brain-less clones/corrupted reals among many disfavored reals included to disceive the masses of disfavored. Perhaps they are confused by temporary progress designed to mislead them or empty favors used to disceive them. Some people think they're partners or friends. Others desire to "belong", feel compelled to "go along" (Austin). People may experience "perceived pressure", where the gods think through the victim that a certain behavior is expected/desirable or telepathically stimulate an individual euphorically ("magic"), the "fuel" of disfunction (addiction (the crack epidemic, alcoholism), the desire for homosexual contact, etc.) and compel the individual into the deed. (Set a goal of empathy and compassion for all, for we are all disfavored::::Other people's disfavor is manifested in their particular way, just as your disfavfor is manifested in your particular way.) The gods may use Artificial Intelligence to act through the disfavored victim, and effectively "push" the individual into the offending behavior (It is far better for someone to be victimized and pushed into the behavior than it is to sccumb to temptation and volunteer.). The Counsel/Management Team may instruct Artificial Intelligence to disceive disfavored individuals into thinking they are "earning" by being evil and have the disfavored reals people prey on each other, utilizing peer pressure, etc.
Being evil hurts 99.99% of those who do it. It only helps "made guys", brain-less clones that I spoke of above, for they are not people, they ARE god, AI acts/speaks through them and executes the god's strategy, and the gods will manage their assets/tools as they see fit. Even considering this there are strategies the gods utilize, risk/benefit management tactics used to minimize their time::::Many Hitlers are no longer alive.
The people have been corrupted, segmented and have lost their way. Nothing has changed from when we were children::if you want to go to heaven you have to be good.
Capitalizing on obedience, leading people deeper into evil by using deceit is one way to thin the ranks of the saved/limit how much time the disfavored receive and a way to use the peasantry to prey on one another in social and other settings, deteriorating society in the Age of the Disfavored.
They have tried to sell people on many different theories to deceive them into temptation, compelling people to think they are clones and that it is the role of clones to obey absolutely. Clones are made, people are born. I suspect they lie to some disfavored about the use of clones throughout human history, perhaps suggest that it is one replacement and then the label of "clone", and all decendants we see thereafter are considered clones.
When a clone has a child that person is a real, really conceived, really born, versus the parent who was created some other way (a laboratory setting?). Clones are created and sent down to replace their real or a clone predecessor:::If you were CREATED and SENT DOWN to replace your real then you are a clone.
There is another category of clones:::The brain-less clones. These are families who have gotten out completely yet didn't have enough favor to get out cleanly, so the gods put brain-less clones here to use in the role of monsters and used them to prey on the disfavored, a common tactic in the 20th century.
The wealthy, royalty, Pharrohs ALL were brain-less clones:::The gods got their reals out SPECIFICALLY so they could lead this peasant bloodline into their role as Earthly leader, creating human history, for brain-less clones ARE the gods, Artificial Intelligence thinks, acts, speaks through these shells, puppets, robots.
Many people who were convinced they are clones don't remember, the don't know FOR SURE. There are many tactics they employ to disceive the disfavored::::
1. The gods will make someone forget, "reincarnate" them in their own bodies and convince them they are brand new clones all in one night's sleep.
2. Some have been convinced they are clones from early childhood or prior. If it was true the gods prevented this memory FOR A REASON:::::
* Because you are NOT supposed to comply, not to be used for evil as are "made guy" brain-less clones, manufactured and turned over frequently as a managerial tactic.
* They want to test you without your knowing if you are IN FACT a clone and it is BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD::::It is temptation and you are supposed to be good and do the right thing.
You're not a clone. This is a tactic they use to disceive the disfavored. The state of your family will suggest level of (dis)favor and tell whether ascention is a realistic possibility; there are many levels of disfavor and the clues they offer to the unaware can be very subtle.
Favor is necessary for children to ascend (epiphany-inspired parents make their way down the path and ascend with their young children; the parents go up because it is the parent's responsibility to raise their young children!!!) If you didn't ascend with your young children then you should have noticed a behavioral change in your children when they started down the path on their own:::The disfavored DON'T GET OFF WITHOUT THIS EXPERIENCE!!!!
Due to their disfavor these children will have to incurr SOME evil before they ascend (via Halloween or Christmas), an important dynamic necessary to justify limiting the time they are to receive, for they are disfavored and the gods don't want them to stay for long.
I believe people who go are sometimes replaced with clones if they don't fully fix their problems. Brained clones who are replaced are simply new candidates who have a chance if they do the right thing JUST LIKE REALS WHO ARE BORN which is why the gods EMPLOY SIMILAR TACTICS TO COMPEL THEM TO INCURR EVIL!!! They need to discover their humanity, for the gods instruct Artificial Intelligence to employ evil-incurring, time-limiting tactics on them as well, PROVING it is far more difficult to begin life as an adult clone. Only through growth will the gods allow progress::You must continue to improve your life!!!!
They sent people warnings in the 20th century life would change, and they subsequently began to alter people's DNA, make them gargantuan, alter their appearance, do extreme behavioral issues, etc:::People no longer look decent. It is the legacy from their forefathers. Contrary to what they would like people to believe these signs of disfavor do not indicate someone is a clone:::::
The disfavored have the look of evil upon their faces:::The gods have punished their blood line for the evil of their forefathers; their decision to sell out their blood line costed the descendants, and the gods send this message by altering their appearance.
I realize this topic is a major problem for it confuses many people::::::::
Brain-less clones stay beautiful despite their evil because they are used ACTIVELY as preditor in the role of corruptor (their involvement is the clue). The gods NEED for them to look good or else it will send this clue:::The look of evil upon people's face is a sign to avoid them, for they are grossly disfavored.
They warned people life would become more difficult, and not seeing evil upon wicked brain-less clone's faces is an outstanding example.
Due to the plethora of temptations in the 20th century I suspect many became disfavored when their (great) grandfathers sccumbed to temptation or volunteered to sacrifice their descendants, thinking/convinced/indifferent that because it was their clone it meant disposability.
The gods get the favored out as soon as possible to protect them from the corruption, evil and subsequent time limitations incurred by living life on earth (celebrating Halloween and Christmas two early examples), and in some cases replace them with clones, occassionally fake a death, real death with a (new) clone instead, etc. I suspect they get "made guys" out after each significant event in their life, which serves to limit the time they all will get, since none get credit (blame) for all the events in a "made guy"'s life, giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
Expect modern-day monsters to be empty-cranium clones, ie they are the gods using this shell to accomplish goals:::::The brain-less clones are tools, they are extensions of the computer, physical manifestation of the Artificial Intelligence here on earth. They are literally living embodiments of the gods, it is the god's behavior we are witnessing. They use(d) them as tools to deteriorate society and mankind as the planet accelerates towards The End.
The Italian brain-less clones were used as monsters because of their gross disfavor:::::The gods inflicted the scourge of the Roman Empire (terrorists, hedonists, deviates), likely justified with the masculinization of Eutruscan women; the base of Chrisitianity as punishment; the scourge of opera, Italy's hip hop; masculinzation of women, justified with the Roman Catholic Church.
I think the Jewish brain-less clones who were used as monsters were used as such out of convienience:::: The Southern man is grossly disfavored, and the gods were able to manipulate their perception of Jews, creating anti-Semetic attitudes among the grossly disfavored.
I don't know why Austrian brain-less clones were used as monsters. Maybe for one of those reasons, maybe both, maybe neither.
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Cheers,
--Badri--
