Here I am, this is me,
There is no where else on earth I did rather be.
Somethings learnt and a lot burnt,
But still I am happy with the way it all went.
I wish to stay, dunno what to say,
And never thoot fate would take me this way,
I love this place, heres where I am the ace,
There is nowhere else I think I can lead the race.
This is my comfort zone, outside I am all alone,
Everywhere in here I really feel at home.
I like my job , I love it all,
My friends keep me tall even when i fall.
But i got to to, If i wanna grow,
To the world, the worth of my existence if I wanna show
To be a better man and see what all i can,
I got to go out in the sun and get a tan.
It might hurt , they might throw dirt,
But only if I fight with tremendous success I can flirt,
I will miss u, U mean so much to me,
Trust me there is nowhere else on earth I did rather be.
Will miss u all folks, chennai, the environment, my family, friends everything. Stay in tuch.
cheers,
Badrinath.V.S :-)
badrinath at gmail dot com
Growing old is a pretty scary thing. Last year, this time around this is how scary i felt. This year the fear is lesser than that, but still it hasnt vanished. Has one year of my life just gone by ?, what did i do with it ?, what am i going to do with the year to come? So many questions that run a loop in the mind and a lot of soul searching happens.
I am hoping this year is going to be lot healthier, happier and more adventurous than the previous one. I am taking up a new assignment(new job), in a new place (hyderabad) so hoping that the excitement will never die.
Anyways wish me good luck and wish me happy birthday for this year I am gonna rock!!!
cheers,
Badrinath.V.S
My 1043 days long journey with my current employer comes to an end today and I am resurrecting this blog from its death in Sep last year cos I want to tell the whole world that I am scared/sad/confused and all those emotions that you are when your first is suddenly snatched away from you and its over. First cycle ride, first love, first kiss, first flying experience whatever. Somehow the firsts seem to matter a lot and always remain close to ones heart.
It all happened so suddenly, someone called, interviewed, offered, i took it and i resigned. I was a bundle of nerves for the past one week and the Daze still kinda remains. I dont know from where but suddenly, this rush of energy and thots to try something radically different and risky poured into me. The consequence my moving to a new job.
Feel exactly the same way DV felt when he left. "At school, I was waiting to get out and enjoy college. But then when I was at college, I longed to get back to school. Happens with everyone. Now I was wanting to do something (work) radical and risky and different and now it is happening... but somehow there is this haunting feeling.... coz this was my first job... as special as the first love and kiss... let me save the sentiments and farewell (I hope somebody notices that I'm actually quitting the work place!! he he).
Also there is this strange feeling these last 2 days that everybody around gives a damn about you... suddenly it feels like the company wants to push you out ASAP ... just a damned feeling....
Damn its 3 AM on whats going to be my final working day with my first company and I am still awake, its really like "i dont want to go to office today" ..... God help me !!!
cheers,
Badrinath.V.S :-)
